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what_u've_been_missing!!

2006-11-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Happy_4th_month_birthday_to_DinI_NafisaH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Salam_lebaran_2006!!

Back to wrok

2006-10-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

Yes..i'll be back to work tomorrow morning..aarrrghhh lemau nyer...after mths and mths of hanging out at home and having Dini every precious moment...I'm back facing passenger with all sorts of karenah..ade yg melucukan..ade yg membingitkan..but I do miss working..I miss my colleagues and I miss staying out..hahaha not that I've not been going out but staying out and see more of what's happening around me....
Yesterday, I went JB to get some Hari Raya stuff with Fiz and Enzo....I bought myself the flowers to be arrange in the big empty vase that I got from my buddy,Sabrina and Nora..Kuih Bangkit pandan and Batang Buruk...the kuih at Angsana sungguh mengilakan...some were shaped like Kiwi,watermelon,mushroom...yummy..I got Dini her minyak Telon and Kayu Putih..and a bottle of air zam zam...The curtain were to short,so most probably I'll hang it in my room...will get a pair for the living room soon..I'll be going again in 2 wks time with the babe..
Last Tuesday, Me and cousins had an Iftar together at Mel's house at Sembawang...It was a potluck thingy..there was kuih pisang lompang(by sehah n zai)..there's fried marconi,fried chicken wings(by Mel) and Leha's interesting jemput2(made of prawn,corn,mushroom,crabstick..)and my honeydew sago...the food was marvellous....we got to solat jemaah together which we seldom get to do together..it made the whole iftar a wonderful event to remember..we''ll be gathering again soon for the coming raya..can't wait for that...

2nd Anniversary

2006-09-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

It's our 2ND ANNIVERSARY yesterday....Syukur Alhamdulillah...
It wasn't a grand celebration or anything like that...we just went out,not as a couple but after 2 years together,as a family...He surprised me by going to Sakura International Buffet at Clementi Woods...I didn't know there was one there...and so when he told the taxi driver Clementi..i was tinking maybe some coffeshop that sells wonderful food...I've always wanted to go there and try out the raw oyster...always wanted to...and I did yesterday...with tobasco sauce and lemon..it tasted interesting enough..but i preferred the bake ones with cheese and tomato sauce...besides that I had to eat my sashimi...lots and lots of raw fish...my favourite with huge dips of wasabi and soy sauce...I love the paper steamboat too...but i shall say the pastries...cheese cake,strawberry cheesecake,oreo cheesecake,tiramisu and blackforest...and many more...the sad thing was we didn't get to sit together most of the time...cause Dini was very cranky..the reason why we didn't took any photos...maybe because the place is near to the woods...she cried and cried and cried...I'm sorry baby...nxt time mummy and ayah will not bring you there anymore...must have scared her so much..she kept tearing...sampai terisak-isak seh...anyway nxt time we'll go again ,without Dini,and enjoy ourselves to the fullest...
I got him his DreamTheatre Concert DVD...he loved it...

The bicycle was given first...it's actually a lighter..than came the official gift...glad u like it dear...

HAPPY 2nd Anniversary.....semoga mahligai yang dibina berkekalan hingga ke syurga...amin

Wat's Cooking

2006-09-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

Butter Prawn
Bahan-Bahan:
600 g large prawns
oil for deep frying
2-3 tablespoons butter
5-10 birds's eye chillies, roughly chopped
10-15 sprigs curry leaves
2 cloves garlic, finely chopped
½ teaspoons salt
2 tablespoons sugar
½ teaspoon light soy sauce
½ teaspoon white vinegar
150 g Nestum original flavour cereal

Cara:
Remove heads from the prawns but leave on shells.
Slit dow the back to remove intestinal tract, trim feelers and legs and dry prawns thoroughly.
Heat the oil and deep fry the prawns. Drain and put aside.
Melt the butter, and chillies, curry leaves, garlic and salt and fry for 2 minutes.
Add prawns, sugar, soy sauce, vinegar and nestum.
Cook over high heat for 1-2 minutes, stirring frequently. Serve immediately.

Bergaya di Hari Raya

2006-09-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

Through my friend recommendation..I'm getting this two brooches for the coming raya...

This is for my purplish black kurung.

And this is for my pink kurungs...

Check out the website http://its-our-style-box.blogspot.com/

2006-09-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

What did i do alone with baby dini at home while hubby out fishing??...Tengok citer SUTUN on Suria...and i get to cry watching the drama without the hubby teasing me...now citer dia dah abis,still waiting for my parents to come back from the sembawang house..dini sleeping soundly..and I'm free to do my stuff..at the moment...kejap lagi bangun lah baby mintak susu..nak buat ape eh??!!!!!...hmmmmmmm

2006-09-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

Did you watched Hady Mirza performing Faithfully??....oh my.....the nxt idol in the making....mus vote!!...
But tonite I won't be able to watch the result show...coz...........It's Ladies' Night!!!!...The babes and babes jr going JB....hahahaha been quite sometimes since I went to JB...and since I've moved..Jb is like a 15mins ride from home(minus the jam)...so today is Ladies Night...sat will be Cousin's Night(to be confirmed) after helping out mama with the catering...Enjoying my maternity leave to the max...hahahaha!!!...

2006-09-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

A day at the Beach...

http://filz.multiply.com/photos/album/1

2006-08-31T13:30:00.000+08:00

Everything went well last Sunday during the house warming cum doa selamat thou there were a few hiccups at the start...there were so many people...sampai tak terlayan..but considered it was our first very own kenduri,its an experienced well learnt...thanks to my great chef,food was plentiful and yummy-licious..there was nasi ayam,lontong,satay goreng,curry,sardine puff,samosa,putri salat,talam,koleh2,fruit cocktail,pulut itam and many more....when it was finally over,leipak rabak...penat dia,tuhan sajer yg tau..
And so my busy wkends has started...this week we're having a big family picnic...25 pax were counted and confirmed...it gonna be at pasir ris park..so siape2 nampak macam ade "warna family-day"..dats gonna be us...hehehehe...It's been a long time since we had an event like this...and I'm definitely looking forward to it....saturday we cousins will be doing our marketing at Marsiling market and woodlands Sheng Siong...and I've planned to bring Fried wanton,Seafood and Chicken Kebab...there'll be mandi2...games...makan2...chit chat...and Dini will be around...
Nxt week hubby won't be around cause he might be going for his oversea fishing trip after almost a year off...so hmmm maybe I'll plan sumthing for a girl's nite party...hehehe..dah lame tak hooray2....
Today I'll be meeting my colleagues at Seoul Garden...and tomorrow be going shopping with sis at orchard....treating her to Ramen Ten..yum yum...

To those who came down last Sunday ...thank you so much and I apologise if I didn't had enough time to talk to...

Faces of Dini

2006-08-19T11:43:00.000+08:00

EnJoy YOuR WEeKEND..

2006-08-17T13:55:00.000+08:00

Its been 5 days since we moved to the new house...lots of work to do...sooooooo tiring..still have not done the unpacking for my room yet...its all in a mess and so my target today is to finish up cleaning my room,its has to end today,me and hubby are totally exhausted..one thing for sure the feeling of staying in your own house is totally different..it's fun and amazing!!!tomorrow will be the last delivery for the week...my tv and home theatre system are coming...yahoo!!...left the dining table,have yet to find my dream table...hahaha..
Last Saturday I did mentioned we are going to send Dini to have her head shaved rite!!....tadaaaaa...this is her new look...gorgeous babe,hahaha..

my little darling is botak now...soooooo the cute!!She behaved very well during the whole ritual..Ustaz Abdul Aziz from Masjid Ghufran was the one who did the ritual...It went smoothly and Dini loves her new hairdo..hehehehe

While last night, me and azan went to Habib at Bukit Gombak to have our dinner....I was surprised by the babes(ann, fizah and ahong)...and my sis and her gang..they came to celebrate my belated birthday...arghhh I'm gettin older man!!oh noooooooo...thanks for the treat and gifts babes...apppreciate it!!luv u all...K I'm going back to my unpacking...will update my blog again soon...

2006-08-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

A busy weekday...an even busier weekend...Started off on Tuesday at Marsiling house to do some cleaning up(mop the bedrooms' floor,scrub the 2 toilets,wash the kitchen and vacuum the whole house)....the next day went to Anchorpoint on National Day(btw Happy 41st National Day to my nation)to get wardrobes for the 3 bedrooms and a few other stuffs at NOVENA(thanks sab for the recoomendation!!)....we're left with my sis day-bed,dining table and the tv....Last night we started packing our stuff...plenty to pack but no time to spare...hopefully I'll manage to finish up by tonight..but later on after mahgrib we be going to Jamaliah's house to make my baju for the coming hari raya...this last minute piece will be tailoring it together with hubby's and sis's...n so this year's theme will be skin-tonned colour...left Dini's baju to find...can't wait for this year raya...coz it'll be different having the small one tagging along...
wat about the weekend??!!...early saturday morning we be heading to Masjid Guhfran to have Dini's hair shaved..

"Mencukur Rambut Pada hari ketujuh ini, sunat mencukur rambut bayi. Ini berdasarkan hadis Rasulullah saw yang diriwayatkan oleh Anas bin Malik, maksudnya: "Rasulullah saw telah menyuruh agar dicukur rambut Hasan dan Husin pada hari ketujuh kelahiran mereka berdua, lalu dicukur dan disedekahkan timbangan rambut itu dengan nilai perak."
Setelah rambut bayi itu dicukur, ianya tidak langsung dibuang. Sebaliknya, rambut itu ditimbang dengan perak, dan nilainya disedekahkan kepada fakir miskin. Apabila kita mencukur rambut bayi, rambut itu hendaklah dicukur semuanya. Bukan sekadar menggunting beberapa helai rambut ataupun dicukur sebahagiannya dan ditinggalkan sebahagiannya.
Mengikut adat yang diamalkan, suatu kenduri diadakan bagi upacara mencukur rambut. Pada majlis tersebut, bayi itu dibawa ke ruang tengah dan disambut dengan taburan beras kunyit yang bercampur dengan wang duit atau syiling. Tiga atau lima atau tujuh orang tetamu yang dihormati akan diminta memotong rambut bayi itu. Tetamu akan mengambil sejemput beras kunyit dan sejemput bertih lalu menaburkannya di keliling bayi; kemudian menyapukannya air tepung tawar ke bahagian rambut yang hendak dipotongnya lalu mengambil gunting dan memotong rambut bayi itu. Potongan rambut yang digunting tadi dimasukkan ke dalam mangkuk.
Majlis kenduri atau bacaan maulid berzanji yang diadakan serentak dengan majlis mencukur rambut itu tidaklah menyalahi peraturan syariat.
Akan tetapi perbuatan menabur beras kunyit, wang, bertih serta memasukkan potongan rambut itu ke dalam mangkuk atau kelapa muda adalah perbuatan khurafat.
Selain unsur pembaziran, perbuatan-perbuatan yang disebutkan di atas itu jelas tiada hubung-kait dengan anjuran Islam yang menggalakkan pencukuran rambut."

After the cukur rambut, we be visiting Nyai and Yayi at Tampines and in the afternoon if we are able to make, we be attending azan classmate's wedding reception at Kampung Melayu...after that we have to rush back to Sembawang because azan and his gang rented a lorry to get our stuff at Ikea...there'll be 4 families joining us and shopping like mad together...hehehehe...that'll be fun!!...and so the weekend will end with us moving the new house on Sunday...insya Allah..
That's the whole week plan for now...hopefully everything goes well...for now, I need to get back to my packing up...

2006-08-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

At tha age of almost 1 month,baby Dini has began lifting her head off the bed, respond to mummy's and ayah's voice and stares at faces....the cutest thing is she is able to react to sound or touch with a smile...I'm gettin use to the late nights compared to the first week...now she'll normally sleep by 2-3am which is far better than the previous wks when she'll only sleep ard 4-5am(alhamdulillah), but in order to have her sleep early we need to switch on the light and turn on the radio cause it seem Dini doesn't like sleepin in the dark and having a quiet environment,the noisier it is the better...
Last sunday,we brought Dini to my in-laws..they were excited to see their grandchild..and Dini had their fullest attention the whole day,lucky her(maklumlah first grandchild..)
I've also been busy getting the new house ready..the painting is done,the fridge has been delivered...today the man coming down to turn on the gas pipe...and the tv console is coming after 6pm...I'll be doing the cleaning up with azan for the whole week and insya Allah by the end of the week we'll be moving our stuff...FINALLY!!..
By the way, have a book to recommend to other..(it was recommended by my sis and she was recommended by my cousin sehah)

"You are invited to anonymously contribute a secret to a group art project. Your sercet can be a regret, fear, betrayal, desire, confession, or childhood humiliation. Reveal anything- as long as it is true and you have never shared it with anyone before. Be brief. Be legible. Be creative."-Frank Warren founder and curator of the PostSecret project. Check it out!

A sample of one of the pages written..

Announcing the Arrival

2006-07-24T13:05:00.000+08:00

Yeah its been 1 week since the birth of my sweet,darling,beautiful baby Dini Nafisah...She arrived at 12:28am, 16th July 2006, weighing at 3.698kg...azan was beside me all the way..and i really meant all the way(no toilet breaks...no lunch...no dinner...no supper...no smoking..and not even sitting breaks)he's there beside me for more than 11 hours...the pain of giving birth is indescribable...i bet all the mummies wld agree with me rite!!but to see the baby that you've been carrying inside you more than 9 mths pays off the backaches...the pain...the contractions...the azab!!...
sometimes when i look aqt my liitle girl i still can't believe she's mine...no matter how many hours of sleeps you've missed...meals u forget...looking at her makes it all worth while...
Check out my newborn....and I take this opportunity to thank those who came and visit...and all those SMSes...and gifts....me and FAMILY appreciate it...

my cutie pie on the day she was born....

And this is her at 1week 1 day after her birth...and this what she does in the day...sleep..sleep..sleep..ZZZZZzzzzzzzz...and stay awake at night....(pengsan!)

*******

2006-07-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

I managed to make it for most of the plans I had last week...ending with the beautiful wedding of Tata and Sha....congrats to the newly-weds...

and of course my husband graduation last Tues...

before my Thurs check up I had a leakage to my waterbag the day before....so when I told the doc he warned me that next time round I need to go to the labour ward immediately if such things to happen again coz waterbag leakage could coz infections...and so that wat I did on Fri when I found out there was lots of brown discharge and guess what the nurses at the labour ward are more concern of..."Is this your first time?!!"...I knew what they meant by that....they monitored me and the doc there checked on me and said that I'm 2cm dilated...but nothing to panic because I could be dilated like that for hours or maybe days or weeks...duh isn't that's the same as telling me..."There's no sign of labour yet!"...coz if its hours or days or weeks,I pun tau...
anyway no more false alarm for me...I'll just hang on and wait for the horrible,terrible pain and the 10mins contraction before rushing to hospital again....
so by Saturday I'm more relaxed and I'm having my wkend off..so get to meet up with my cousins at Mel's house and makan2...Sunday after the wedding at Eunos CC...me and azan went to visit the in-laws...and today is another day at work...ah dah malas nak keje..nak angkat perut nie dah tak larat....

Busy week...

2006-07-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

My busy schedule will start off tomorrow....

Tuesday - Azan's Graduation Day at Singapore Polytechnic,430pm...for the first time yesterday he went shopping for his clothes....kept me update almost every 10minutes since I was working...normally I'll be the one choosing or buying his clothes...too bad he had to do it himself yesterday...he went down Causeway Point twice just to get what he wants....teruk betul laki aku nie....susah sangat nak shopping....so he did get his white shirt and borrowed his brother's pants and got a shoe thats one size bigger....It was on me so all he had to do was go shopping...and claimed it$$ from me...tu pun susah..

Wednesday - back to werk..afternoon shift

Thursday - checkup at KKH with my mama and aiman the little monster at 940am...

Friday - changed shift to morning so that I can send my baju raya for tempah with my colleague, Lin, to Ira's house...her mummy will help jahit kan..alhamdulillah...

Saturday - no plans yet

Sunday - It an invitation to Suharnita and Shah's wedding reception at Eunos Community Ctr...

Monday - back to a week of werk..yucks...
bila nak meletup nie....

Visit to the doctor..

2006-06-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

Had my checkup at KK Hospital in the morning...my appointment was suppose to be at 1120am...but as everyone knows...its never on time..I only manage to see the gynae at 1pm...and I heard the nurse said...they over-booked...oh well on the brighter side...I get to see my baby...we had a scan...she's definitely growing....and enjoying her space in my tummy...the gynae said she fine and healthy thou still on the bigger side...at 36th wk she's already 3.1kg...the gynae has given the green light to pack my bag and get ready...my checkups will be on weekly basis now...and we have yet to book my bed...hehehehe...slack slalu...still contiplating on whether to have the premium or classic package...we'll see how it goes...at the moment I'm just waiting for the sign and hopefully its not gonna be that long...hmmmm thou I've yet to settle many things that I've planned to do before labour strikes...like
1)getting the baby's mattress/stroller/napkins
2)moving to the new house
3)going dinner with the colleagues and cousins before my delivery
4)sending my baju raya
5)packing the bag
6)booking the hospital bed
7)booking the tukang urut
8)applying my maternity leave......

and the list goes on and on....horrible...better settle most of the important stuff by nxt week...its a must...

@ 36th weeks
You and your body
You will be able to feel the top of your uterus just below your breastbone. This can make breathing uncomfortable and you may suffer from pain in your ribcage. Your ante-natal checks will be weekly from now on.

Your growing baby
The nervous system is maturing and the fetus is getting ready for birth by starting to practise breathing movement,sucking, and swallowing. It is now 46cm /18inch in lenght and weighs around 2.5kg / 51/2 lb.

It's my off and rest day..

2006-06-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

It's my rest and off day today and tomorrow...and I plan to just rest and relax and take things slow...
It's been raining since morning...woke up at 11am...and now I'm watching my fav chef....Jamie Oliver on 5...wat more can i ask....best!!

It's sticking to its date

2006-06-14T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, we went for our checkup...and the blood test came out negative..that means I don't have any complication just that my baby is large...hehehe...must be all that food that I ate...but the disappointment was that I'll be sticking to my due date as my gynae doesn't want to induced the baby prematurely...that means I'll be delaying my maternity leave...instead of the 1st july...I'll be taking it on the 20th july(@ almost 39th weeek)...but than again there's still a chance I'll be having her on the 37th or 38th wk...it all depends on the scan in 2 wks time...so at the moment..I just have to take things slowly...and stop counting the days...the thing is I'm excited to see our baby....I want to see the one that has been kicking and rolling and stretching inside my tummy all awhile....
At the moment my latest craze is....

cross stitching....once u have ur hands on it u can never stop...

And I have this hilarious book to recommend to all mummy that intend to nurse their baby or are doing so rite at this moment...

On a Wet Friday Afternoon..

2006-06-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

What did i do on this very wet friday afternoon beside enjoying my 3 days of Off day...

hahaha...i did my baby's laundry...after this,once its dry..I can start preparing the "BAG"...my documents..my clothes..my baby's clothes...and any other necessary stuff...The baby's list is also almost done...I'm left with her mattress and pampers...and calling up the "tukang urut"....next Tues will be my next appointment..and the result to my blood test will be out..hopefully there's no complication found..the only thing that the doctor warned was that my baby could probably be on the large side and there's a possibility of me being induced and giving birth earlier...which I dun actually mind...hahahaha... the weight I'm carrying at the moment is killing me...

You and your body:
Your wieght gain should have slowed down. If it hasn't and you still gaining more than 1kg a week, you should check with your doctor that everything is all right....( from the first to 7mths I've gain only 4kg...but since then I've gain another 1.5kg for the last 2wks...gosh this is scary...)

Your growing baby:
The fingernails are fully formed although the toenails are not quite so advanced. The vernix covering the skin has become thicker. The lungs are almost fully developed and the fetus will be practising breathing in preparation for the birth. It measures around 41.5cm and weighs about 1.8kg...( i doubt my baby is just 1.8kg..cause the last scan at 30th wk she's already almost 2kg)....

It's been decided..

2006-05-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

"Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan"....Segala yang terjadi ada hikmahnya...Azan and I have decided to bring my family to stay with us in our new house...The decision was made a few days back...and from feedbacks I got from friends,most of them said its the best move that we have made...At times, we need someone else or something to show us the way...and the ordeal we just went through has shown to me that having our parents around has a lot more advantages than disadvantages...
I've heard people saying that having parents around will only make the relationship more sour...or they said we will have less freedom...but I've been staying with them for more than 1 1/2 years....and so far alhamdulillah its been great...great having my mum taking care of me especially during these 7 mths...having them around when azan goes fishing or when he's out with his friends makes it less lonely and quiet...I'm glad Allah has shown us the way...the way HE wants us to be....to be together and united for whatever reasons it may be...and Insya Allah, I'll always be there for my parents and I'm here to take care of them..its my responsibility...

family and friends

2006-05-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

Last thurs and fri had been wonderful...I spent the two days meeting up with colleagues and cousins...and we had fun together..lets just have the pictures do the talking....

Thurs with the girls..

The sumptuous dinner at Baladi Lebanese Restaurant with Ira,Linda and Fad...

Fri with the cousins and family...

gifts and more gifts...

love ones...

Time is ticking

2006-05-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Have u all notice my baby ticker meter...its moving towards the 30th wks in 2 wks time...I'll be having my 3rd scan on the 16th to check on the baby's growth...the baby's gender is still unknown...and buying baby's stuff without knowing its a grl or boy is a hassle..most of the things that i've purchased were either green,yellow...or white...
The baby's kicking everytime..day and night...i dun even know when the baby sleeps...and when it kicks,my tummy forms a small tidal wave...hehehehe....at 28th wks,alhamdulillah I'm feeling well and so far there's no complication except for some muscle cramps and headaches in the mornings....
I'm having my off and rest day rite now...today i'm planning to go to Baladi Lebanese Restaurant(the one beside zam zam and manja may edition is also featuring the rest)with my colleagues...will take a few shot of the place...insya Allah...

Tomorrow will be meeting my dear cousins to celebrate this two girls 21st birthday...

Faseha and Salihah

Hubby will get the gift for my sis by today...while i'll be lookin around at bugis for seha's...since she's now a fitness freak..be paying more attention to those kind of stuff....(zai wat do u tink abt dumdbells??!!hahaha...or an I-desire by Osim,klau mampu....)

So dear cousins...see ya all tomorrow at Seoul Garden,Woodlands...730pm...dun be late!!

@ Week 28th :

You and your body

Your breast are producing colostrum,the fluid which precedes breast milk. If your breast are leaking put breast pads of folded tissues inside your bra.If you have an ante-natal appointment you will probably have a second blood test to check for anaemia. If you are anaemic, iron supplements may be offered.

Your growing baby

Now fully formed,the fetus would be viable if it were born at 28th weeks,although the baby systems are still very immature. The heart is beating at a rate of around 150 beats a minute.The fetus weighs around 0.9kg/2lb.

Know the meaning of your names.

2006-04-21T10:28:00.000+08:00

A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.

C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy toshow it.

D - You have trouble trusting people.

E - You are a very exciting person.

F - Everyone loves you.

G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.

H - You are not judgmental.

I - You are always smiling and making others smile.

J - Jealously

K - You like to try new things.

L - Love is something you deeply believe in.

M - Success comes easily to you.

N - You like to work, but you always want a break.

O - You are very open-minded.

P - You are very friendly and understanding.

Q - You are a hypocrite.

R - You are a social butterfly.

S - You are very broad-minded.

T - You have an attitude, a big one.

U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

V - You have a very good physique and looks.

W - You like your privacy.

X - You never let people tell you what to do.

Y - You cause a lot of trouble.

Z - You're always fighting with someone

F - Everyone loves you.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
Z - You're always fighting with someone
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
H - You are not judgmental.

2006-04-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

I'm back last monday nite from Genting...what a wonderful trip we had...My dream of having a trip just me and hubby for the last time before the baby come has came true...and going there in my condition,azan had been the perfect company for me..carrying two backpack on his own while going around KL and climbing up and down the stairs catching the LRT and monorails...but klau tak suami sendri siape lagi nak tolong kannnnn....hehehehe...
We reached KL around 130pm..and found out the hotel thatb we wanted to stay was fully book and so were the rest of the hotels around Jln Bukit Bintang..by 4pm we got ourselves a family room(the only one left) at RM$200 near the hotel we wanted initially...we washed up and rest for an hour before we had our dinner at Hainan Chicken Rice Restaurant just around the corner...and once our tummy was filled we headed to Time Square which was just a few roads across...walk ard for awhile and decided to go Masjid Jamek/India for their Pasar Malam...but once we reached the station...it was pouring..had to wait for almost an hour before we could walk over to the Pasar Malam...there were watches,specatacles,tudung,accesories,bag,and lots n lots of food...by then we were dead tired and headed back to our hotel...before that we stopped over for a banana split at Baskin Robbin(Time Square).....The next morning after having Roti Canai and Thosai..we went to Puduraya to get our bus ticket to Genting Skyway Station....the bus was schedule at 230pm...so after we went back to the hotel to check out,we spent the last hour before taking the bus at Central Market....got a few stuff for the new house and rushed back to take the bus....we reached Genting Skyway Station at 330pm...took the shuttle bus to our hotel at Awana Golf and Country Club....upon reaching there,what a sight..they got us a room on the 27th floor and the view was magnificent.....azan loved it so much and promised to bring the baby the nxt round...awwwwww....dinner buffet was at up at Genting itself..and we had Thai Cuisine...before watching the Mysteria Show at The Pavillion(First World Hotel)...everything was great at Genting...the ride down by Cable Car was thrilling yet enjoying...and we slept like a log breathing fresh air and waken up by the sun pouring into the room...if only we could extend another day there...but me n azan had to work the next day..and taking leave last minute was impossible....oh well next time i guess...I'll download as soon as possible ya...ok gtg!!!

proposal accepted!!

2006-04-12T10:06:00.000+08:00

My hubby agreed to my proposal trip to Genting..and we managed to book the room on this coming sun...He can't possibly say "NO" after I've paid for the bus ticket to KL...I also bought him a simple sandal and Mr Racoon(one of his favourite animals)...
Since the bus ticket was meant for Sat..we will book another hotel in KL for our Sat nite stay there...hmmm,another job task for me..looking for a hotel at the very last minute and kept forgetting that Fri is gonna be a public holiday...Oh well,I'll have my way...So look out for the next update..most probably its the one with the trip...insya Allah...

To my Darling Hubby...Happy 32nd Birthday!!

The day we shed tears together

2006-04-11T10:56:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday morning, my hubby received a call from one of his buddies' bro,he was saying he received a called from Malacca that our darling Yana has passed away...Triyana Hendriyani binte Jameluddin telah kembali ke Rahmatullah...From the tone of the conversation, I knew sumthing bad just happenned..and my hubby voice started breaking..That was the first time I saw him shed his tears...after 8 years of knowing my hubby as a friend, a fiancee and then as a husband...to see him in that state and knowing the girl myself, we both cried together...

The story that we heard from Jame's bro,Ijat..was that Jame was sending his mother to Malacca to settle some matters there as his mother is a Malaysian..with him was his sister,Ina and her 2 daughters...and yana too...Yana was born with a hole in the heart and twisted arteries...but at such a young age,the doc advised is to let her get older (ard6-8yrs) to get an operation done...it was common to see her nails and lips turning blue...and at time out of breath....so on that sunday morning, the paternal grandmother wanted to bath her..when yana complained of tiredness and kept crying...and suddenly for no reason she went stiff, her body tightened and she fainted...Ina was holding her till her last breath...when they reached hospital, the doc said her brain was no longer functioning and there's already blood found in the brain...She has passed away..leaving her father,mother and a younger brother...
We were very closed with each other...since Jame has no relative in S'pore except his buddies...we are his family...and Yana has always been the cute small girl that loves to dress up...i knew her favourite food was satay...she is exactly like her father,Jame....her walk, her face ..her character....everyone loves her...and her death was such a sudden one...
Inilah di katakan takdir...ajal dan maut ditangan tuhan...DIA menentukan segalanya...Org yg selesaikan jenazah ada berpesan yg apabila seorang anak meninggal dunia..Dia sebagai syafaat kepada kedua ibu bapanya...dia akan menunggu ibu bapanya dipintu Syurga..dan akan mengiring ibu dan bapanya masukki syurga...

This picture was taken last year at our trip to Tioman..with me was Hanees(in blue) and the late Triyana Hendriyani(in pink) at the age of 2...and i remembered that we just celebrated her 3rd birthday 3wks back...

Girls' DaY oUt

2006-04-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

Had my off day for the past two days..spend the first day visiting our house and my cousin and her hubby had the privilege to be our first unofficial guest...they had to sit on the floor and the only drinks i was able to offer was lychee packet drink..hehehe
The next morning, we(the babes and my sis and her gang) met up at Kranji Stn and made our way to JB...we had breakfast of Roti Canai and Nasi Lemak and started our shopping spree at City Square..before that we booked a karaoke room at Neway for 1pm-430pm...for a maddening sing-along-session...we had a bomb there...The karaoke was a treat from Fiz...RM$144..but i tink its reasonable enuff(RM$24 per person)..it comes with 2 drinks for each person and titbits too..it suppose to be cheaper for student at RM$8++ on normal wkdays but yesterday was the eve of the their some public holiday so they charge the normal price...after 3 1/2hours of head banging and scrooning to oldies...we headed home..we realised that the jam heading to Singapore was enormous..so spontaneously we bought ourselves train ticket(RM$2.90)to the wdlnds checkpoint...One of the girls got all excited about taking the train....but what a disappointment, we were not able to seat as all the seats that are vacant were infested with baby cockroaches.....and food thrown all over the floor making the place alot worst...
Once we reached Singapore, I went back to Marsiling to meet up with my dear hubby...

Breakfast at Tiffany's (@Yamani actually)

Girls going Wild

Delicious flavoury drinks to compliment the sore throats..

The girl that got crazy riding the train

It's healed..

2006-04-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Finally my blog is back with a brand new look...been updating the blog for awhile and nothing seem to come out..and after a few attempt i almost gave up...but now its back..and today i;m hitting my 24wks of pregnancy...my baby is growing and my appetitte too...

This was taken at 19wks and the features has already start forming..can't wait for the nxt visit to the doc in nxt 2 wks...we are still in the dark about the baby's gender...hopefully baby will be more open in the nxt scan...moving on to my 6mths pregnancy,my tummy getting more cramps maybe due to the tummy expanding..it is slowly affecting my job..it'll start to cramp if i walk or sit too much...but so far i'm still as healthy as ever...alhamdulillah...

The proposal trip is on the way...I'm buying the bus ticket to KL this fri when I go JB with my babes for a Ladies' nite out...I really hope my hubby agrees to it...and i have the feeling he too is planning a trip for the both of us...

2006-03-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

FAMILY Vs STRANGER
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and
I.

We went on our way and we said goodbye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse."

"Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door."
"Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue."
"He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little
eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted
today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

Shhh..Shhh..It's a secret

2006-03-22T11:51:00.000+08:00

Pay is out and hubby's birthday is coming next month...I'm planning a surprise trip for him...but not very sure if I can pull it off...most probably on the day itself I'll propose to him the trip (2days 1 nite)..and we'll do it on my next long wkend off...(wat do you tink!!)
My initial plan is to start off on fri nite,we take a train ride to KL, I remembered that the last train is around 10 plus...this I need to survey later...we will be reaching there early morning...we'll have breakfast and then grab a bus or cab to the Sky Way station...and make ourself to Genting..sound smooth to me..provided hubby will accept the proposal knowing that he'll take his time to think it over and over and over till he agrees...and most of the time he'll end up pushing the trip to some other time(reasons why we had not been on a trip for a year)...anyway wish me luck thou....

Yesterday we managed to go for our 2nd appointment and alhamdulillah we now officially owns our very own HOME SWEET HOME atBlk 5A, Marsiling Drive , #02-451 , S(732005)...
And since then we purchased ourself a vacuum cleaner and speakers to compliment our Creative Zen turning it to our mini hi-fi....budget babe!!...and slowly we filling up the house in our own time and target...no rush necessary....

My SFT ending

2006-03-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

Finally my one month SFT is ending soon by this coming thurs..The grand finale will be the Final Test..and 14th March we will be posted to our respective station...So far so good...the staff have been really helpful and friendly..and soon I'll have my own station to take care of...cool....
Beside the job taking off smoothly...baby is also doing fine...tomorrow baby will hit its 20th week..Managed to go for the 2nd scan on last thurs with hub...Thought I would be able to find out the gender...but my naughty baby decided to keep it top secret by crossing its leg and not even a budge...but its hands and head just couldn't stop moving here and there...Azan was so happy to be able to see all this...he was pulling such a big smile from ear to ear the whole day...and since the scan he has given me the "Royal Highness" treatment to a greater level...hehehehe...always rubbing my tummy and being so sweet most of the time...I'm the happiest person alive(alhamdulillah)...The next visit to the gynae is this comin thurs at 9am...hope there's no complication with me and baby...
My dad just came back from SGH this afternoon...he was admitted last thurs due to his high blood pressure and one of his blood vessel in his left eye burst due to the blood pressure increased...since then he had 2 brain scan and a visit from the eye specialist...Not to make anyone panic...my dad is doing fine now...
My sis is on her Mt Ophir expedition for the next 4 days...wonder where and what is she now..Pray to Allah that she'll be fine and she'll come back save and sound...

D eve of my SFT

2006-02-07T04:40:00.000+08:00

Ok finally my holidays are almost over..will be starting my SFT tomorrow starting of at CCK and in the afternoon my csl together with me will proceed to BSD for our Customer Service 2B course..I've not made my uniform yet..too lazy to head to Kallang alone..but need to have it done soon..coz at the moment I'm loaning my colleague uni for the nxt one mth...a pair of uni to last me a mth..my gosh...
Been having cramps this whole week...don't know what the baby wants..I'm reaching my 16weeks...I'm so excited to go for the nxt scan in march..miss seeing the baby..and this time round get to see the baby with hubby...I want to see how his face looks like seeing the baby for the first time...
Last night, both of us caught the first episode of ERLIN MONTEL... We both love it and hubby said its so US..why?? Because hubby is a smoker(struggling to quit all the time, I've yet to see the effort made) and he said I'm just like Erlin(coz I'm Montel and the weight has always been an issue)...and he left me a peck on the cheek after saying all this innocently (pandai lah!!!)...But I believe its gonna be a fun show to watch...
Ok later on I'll b e getting ready to visit Fiz at her shop...hanging out there and also to get my tudungs for work...Dinner will be spent with my ex-SLA colleagues at the new turkish restaurant near ZAM ZAM...looking forward to check out the ambience there..probably take some pictures of it...
Ok i need to start gettin ready while watching Debbie Travis and later on hope they are gonna show The Naked Chef (ah the sexiest man alive!!)...C ya!!

If its fated

2006-02-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

Had a house-warming cum CNY gatherin with my CSL at Sky's.We had a potluck, there were pasta,curry puff,sardine puff,mee goreng and fruits..The gatherin was to start at 11am, we told sky we delayed it to 2pm...we all only manage to reach there by 5pm...hehehehe sorry sky...

U all might be wondering what's with the title of my entry tonight. I just felt like sharing a true story that happened to someone very close to me.
How would you react if the person that you thought will be the one that you will share your life with.Someone you believe will keep his promise...but at the end of it all he chose to marry someone else...and what made it worst he dares to say he doesn't love the person he's marrying and he stills love her.Knowing that he will still proceed with the wedding, to me he shouldn't have told her he still have feelings for her when eventually she's not the one he's marrying...I can never understand how my dear sister is feeling right now...All this while I've been trying to advise her to be strong and patience..Told her all this is just a test from the almighty Allah, HE will know that she is strong enough to take it..But at this moment I do not tink my words will make any better...Right now I don't tink she's in her right mind...I bet she devastated...And I feel so helpless.
My dear sis, if you are reading this, I pray that Allah will make you strong and I will always be here for you...even if we don't get to see each other often, you have always been in my thoughts and deep in my heart.This ordeal will end eventually..Only Allah knows what's up ahead..Hold on my dear...Luv you

@ 15weeks

2006-02-02T04:40:00.000+08:00

YOU AND YOUR BABY
"Your heart has enlarged to cope with the increased amount of blood circulating in your body and the fetus's need for oxygen, and has increased its output by 20 per cent. You will be feeling more energetic(how to be energised when i don't have the appetite to eat..not that i hav morning sickness or wat..but my throat is still so bland but alhamdulillah my tiredness are gone) than before and now is a good time to have a holiday before the birth(been rotting the whole wkend and my holidays was gone down the drain due to my bad stiff neck, and poor hubby had to be drag down at home with me,knowing he can't stand staying home all day)..."

YOUR GROWING BABY
"The fetal skeleton is developing and its legs are now longer that its arms.The hair on its head is becoming thicker and it has eyelashes as well as eyebrows. The fetus can probably hear now and the amniotic fluid makes an excellent sound conductor, so it will be able to hear your stomach rumbling and your heart beating as well as the sound of your voice. The fetus is 12cm long and now weighs 100g."

To all my friends..

Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah 1427..

Semoga segala amalan2 kita dipermudahkan dan sentiasa dilindungi Allah SWT...

Amin.

Bored at home

2006-01-22T06:37:00.000+08:00

Been surfing the net for more than an hour...had enuff of blog-hopping and reading...Hmmm wats next...maybe I shall have my evening nap soon...no one is at home except me n mama...dad went to send aiman the rascal to madrasah...sis is werking...hubby is doing OT..
In the morning I rushed down to KK hospital to do my blood test..From the first look I knew that nurse has no confidence...she keep pressing and tapping for vein...I've done this twice and there were no hassle..there she went poking at my arm...and then once the needle was in she went digging further to look for the treasured vein...at the end of the day, she left me with 3 big holes and no a single drop of blood...The senior nurse finally came in and she did a better job..thou much improvement needed..next time I'll just stick to clinic B on wkdays..it seems on sat they throw all the new-timers in...even the older ones seem to be doin it occasionally only...
The blood test only took half-an-hour...but the journey goin to KK from sembawang took me 45mins each thru and fro...lucky enuff there's the bus straight from home...wat more can I ask for..Glad that sis was able to company me and from there she managed to make it on time to work.....
DOn't know what's the plan for wkend...Thought of visiting Radiyah and Zahrin at SGH...They had a baby girl yesterday morning and I'm looking forward to see the baby...but hubby will only be back by 6pm...haiz by then he'll be dead tired...Maybe we pay them a visit tomorrow before going to the in-laws...Oh yes, still trying to squeeze sometime to visit Mel and Hass at their new house here in sembawang...maybe tonight I'll ask hubby to company me to visit them awhile...
Ok that's it..my butt and back is killing me...chiaos

The baby

2006-01-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

The baby is in its 13.2 wks...i finally get to see it and heard the baby's heartbeat...the doc said his heartbeat and size is normal...and he's doin well..alhamdulillah...
After much consideration and due to me being sick this past few days we decided to visit KK Hospital to check on the baby...And all our doubts were almost cleared by the "right" people...before this we had many different stories and experiences from others..thou their concern and feedbacks were much appreciated,going to the hospital gave us a clearer story...
The next visit will be on the 2nd March..by then its 19wks old and i get to find out the genital...hmmm baby girl or boy??wat do u tink??!!!...The first time the nurse scanned for the baby..It almost put me into tears...something alive is inside my tummy and when I saw its chest moving up and down...god knows how it felt looking at Allah's miracle...I get to bring h0me a scan pic of the baby with its hand giving a wave at me with his tiny hand....so adorable...can't wait for the nxt appointment.

4 days after i missed my menses,we were so kiasu and had 3 test to confirm the pregnancy.

The baby at 13.2wks.

Beside visiting the hospital this week, I've finished my training at the depot last thurs...today was our first day at BPLRT for our LRT training for the next 4 1/2 days..It started bad..The class was so dead...the instructor was horrible...he was monotonous and mumbling all the way...maybe it was him that cause my fever to re-site...haiz...and the flu is giving me headache....so u people out there...be warned..the flu bug is back...As i was saying, the LRT training going to be 4 1/2 days..the half day is from 12am-5am(thurs nite/fri morng)...will end the training with manual driving of the LRT vehicle...cool!! can't wait for that...once the training is over....I'll be having my 10 days leave...(wat to plan eh??!!)
Alhamdulillah things running smoothly at the moment..I'll have my first appointment at HDB on 15th Feb...once thats settled,within 3weeks we'll get the house key....very excited part I....we plan to have the house ready slowly by the next Aidilfitri...insya Allah we'll have our first House-warming by this year...very exceited part II....
Will be back soon for the nxt update..apologise for the late entries...been very tired and restless nowadays.....

I had a dream..

2006-01-08T03:41:00.000+08:00

The dream was so beautiful...I dreamt of my new house...but the house in my dream was totally different from the one I'm having....It's located on the first floor...and has the biggest kitchen ever...In the dream we've started staying there for a few days, and on this particular morning my cousins were all there to see it....As me and hubby were cleaning up the kitchen...we realise there was sumthing behind our backyard...guess wat???!!! A beach..people were havin fun everywhere..and rite in front of our backyard there were bbq-pits....and so we(me ,hubby and cousins) ran out and check out the site.....the beach was so beautiful...the sand was white...the waves was strong...people enjoying themselves...we ran a round the beach, and along the was we saw a big fishing pond for people to fish....and tuck in the corner was this animals...maybe they were used for those who wanna walk along the beach....the weird thing is they look like Lama(almost like a camel).....but they were so white with lost lashes...wat a gorgeous creature....and wat happened next...my dear hubby gave me a morning peck...and I was awake...
My goodness if only there's such a house in singapore...which i doubt so....haiz....
Well it's saturday,dunno wat's the plan..its raining on and off since last nite...hmmmm stuck another wkend at home...ohh no..no gonna waste my wkend again...I'll tink of sumthing...But i definetely need to sleep early tonite....I'm being activated tomorrow morning, as early as 6am...at Bishan MRT station...that means I need wake up at 445am...and take the taxi die-die at 530am...It's gonna be a big event tomorrow...yeah...!!
The baby is turning 11 weeks tomorrow...once a awhile it becomes so tired that even lying on bed makes it worst...just need to keep staying positive and believe that its all worth it..yeah baby!!!

its 15weeks

2006-01-04T04:21:00.000+08:00

YOU AND YOU BABY
"Your heart has enlarged to cope with the increased amount of blood circulating in your body and the fetus's need for oxygen, and has increased its output by 20 per cent. You will be feeling more energetic(dun tink so,still as lazy as ever..and how do i feel energetic when i threw up my whole breakfast in the sink...but alhamdulillah the tiredness is goin off slowly..) that before and now is a good time to have a holiday before the birth(wat did i do during the holidays..i was rotting at home with a bad stiff neck,hubby was drag to stay home and he took care of me knowing he cldn't stand stayin home and do nothing)"...

YOUR GROWING BABY
"The fetal skeleton is developing and its leg are now longer that its arm. The hair on its head is becoming thicker and its has eye lashes as well as eyebrows. The fetus can probably hear now and the amniotic fluid makes an excellent sound conductor, so it will be able to hear your stomach rumbling and your heart beating as well as the sound of your voice. The fetus is 12cm long and weighs 100gm"

To all my muslim friends..

Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah 1427 ..

Semoga segala amalan2 kita dipermudahkan dan sentiasa dilindungi Allah SWT..

Amin.

It's 2nd Jan 2006..

2006-01-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

A brand new year is here...A lot of things has been planned out for this year...
Before I anticipate the new year..lets recapped on wat happened in 2005....
The year started pretty normal...nothing much happened till towards the end of the year after we celebrated our 1yr anniversary...Surprised by the new job...It was rather an unexpected one...and 2 wks after i started training, I was surprised again by the news that I'm expecting...Yes people...I am now 10wks pregnant...Its finally official(and the news gonna be spread like wild fire soon)....don't think there's any need for an announcement...since those who do not know will either find out from this update or from those who already knows abt it...
And to top all that,I finally found our dream flat at Marsiling...wat more can I ask for...I didn't even asked for it in the first place...I dun even have a wish list...But I'm happy and grateful to wat has befall on me n hubby..we are blessed indeed...
And so in 2006...I'm lookin forward to start my duty on the mainline(btw feb-march)..and then the new house(april)..and in July(insya Allah) my first new born...I pray that everything will run well, but if its not wat i hope for..at least it wat god thinks is best for us....
I hope to gain more experience in life, be it good or bad...and share more new found memories in years to come...I pray that this marriage that we are building will always be in solid ground..and that as we turn into a family...the love grows within us even more...Lookin forward to new friends and colleague and keeping the ties with old friends...
I celebrated the new year at werk doing my crowd control at Orchard Mrt...The crowd was over-whelming...and when the clock strike 12..everyone shouted "Happy New Year"..and start shaking hands...It was fun..my nite ended at 130am...been standing almost the whole day..but I did enjoy the crowd controlling...The nxt day, woke up ard 12pm and got ourself ready for Nora K's wedding reception at Punggol..before that me,hubby and fizah headed to Ang Mo Kio to my ex-colleague from SLA, Melatie Murni,wedding reception...As it was peak hours, we manage to congrat the couple and straight away headed to Punggol...It was beautiful..the event was beautiful decorated by RH Bridal...and the bride herself was gorgeous in pink...We wished the both of you, Noor Hassanah and Jeffrey Chan a blissful marriage...and welcome to the club (*wink)....
Here some pic of it taken by one of our menjengs Yati...

The bride and groom...Noor Hasannah and Jeffrey Chan 01 Jan 2006

Group photo of the Menjengs

Me and hubby... (pengantin dah basi)

Me and baby Shafiqah (tembam nye pipi kita)

Been Busy

2005-12-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

I've realise this is like my 2nd entry for the month of Dec...horrible..but seriously i've been busy...Just a few minutes back, I had finish up sewing a skirt for someone special to giv it to very soon..while my sis was the one doin the shaping/cutting of the skirt...it took us from 8 to 11 to finish up one miserable skirt..it full effort was put on it ok!!(dont play play)...will show u the finishing piece soon...
This morning we were informed that one of our colleague has decided to resign and left us w/o saying good bye :( ...but at the moment because he need to giv the company a one month notice...he is stationed at City Hall till 27th Dec...(sob sob)...The group has decided to make a surprise visit to the station before our crowd control this saturday...ahhh talkin abt crowd control, I had my first one at somerset last sat (christmas eve)....the whole place was packed with people, there were also lots of foreigners around, some from the neighbouring countries like malaysia,indonesia...while there were even people from europe...cool to get the chance to meet up with all those friendly people....
beside the crowd control last sat, I had a mini birthday party for my darling aiman(the neighbour's son our family took care of since he was 4mths old)..he is now 4 years old...that is how long he has been with us...the "monster" in the house...i invited my cousins...n of coz lah his family....we had plenty of food(as usual hehehehe)...there was pizza,mee siam kuar,fishball,sausages,fried chicken wings,samosa,sardine puff,wedges...yummy...and the cake had the picture of batman....we ate n we ate...n we ate...hehehe
hmmm....dunno when i'll be posting again..hopefully not too long...there'll be more news to share around nxt year/mth...tomorrow be meeting my cousins for dinner at Amirah's Grill to celebrate my cousin Zai very belated birthday...will try to get some pic...watch out!!

My best friend wedding...

2005-12-04T11:19:00.000+08:00

Sunday Morning,11am
Friday nite was an eventful one for my best fren, Sabrina aka Sab....The day she change her status from single to married.This is the moment we all been waiting for...Never thought Rizal was the one....knowing her taste of guy...but like they said "jodoh di tangan tuhan"...The wedding was very beautiful,alhamdulillah all went well...she had been worried for weeks...I've told her to tawakal and leave it to faith..her initial plans has been secured enuff there's nothing to worry...Saturday was her reception at her side at bedok...from 12pm-6pm...everthing was in peach and the close relavtives were in pink...there was nasyid to complete it all...today the reception on his side at bedok reservoir...I won't be able to make this time as I'm having leg cramp and not feeling that well to move around..yet i do need to run errand to tampines later in the afternoon..
the next wedding to attend is one of our menjengs at punggol....Noor Hassanah n Jeffrey...1st Jan 06...can't wait for that one...I jus luvvvvv wedding...

Here's the picture of the wedding....enjoy!!
http://filscorner.blogs.friendster.com/photos/my_best_fren_wedding/

2005-11-29T12:30:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back after more than a month missing in action...things been hectic nowadays...and having the laptop down has added to my mib rendevour...alot tobe updated but dunno where to start...
Its been 1mth and i week of training at SMRT...i've learn to fight fire,drive the train,repair the lift and escalator..and tomorrow will start repairing the psd(platform screen door).Its been tiring especially in my now condition, but there's much to anticipate...and I'll not give up now...there's so many to learn...and the gang has been great. A few weeks back we had our dinner together at Amirah's grill, we had fun...Food was great...finger-licking good babe...and the service was as warm as the food..

The CSL batch #2

The Dinner @ Amirah's GriLL

The Humus (dip with pita)..and the sausages...yummy!!

The lamb kebab...tantalising

Beside the new job, I went to view some flats yesterday.Have decided to get a flat anywhere in woodlands or marsiling...4-5rm flat...got one I'm interested at marsiling, it's beautiful, jus the right size for us...and the location is good...near jb..near market,mosque,supermarket,coffeshop and the price was rather reasonable...i don't mind just grabbing this one...cos it's really wat i wanted..only dat its at the 2nd floor and no near to MRT.....but evrything else is ok...the master bedroom is very big and the toilet comes with a bath tub.. :) ...the kitchen is jus the right size...the corridor is big enuff to hav a garden..there's even a small area enuff to fit a small leipak area with a low table and lots n lots of cusions at the entrance of the house. Tonite gonna discuss with azan and make a decision soon..
Beside the new house and the new job...soething new is coming soon...at the moment I'm not ready to inform anybody,but insya Allah if its really my rezeki...the surprise will be out soon....so look out for it yah...to those who has come to know of it, pls keep it to urself first yah...I'll inform the rest once the time is rite... (wink...no worries!)
oh yeah the wkend was fun...while hubby went out boat fishing at tuas, I went to Sab's to help her with her hantaran...my best buddy is getting married in just a week...I'm so happy...can't wait to see her in her wedding dress...
Sun morning, me and the babes headed to Sentosa and later a drink TCC....and while I was out hubby came home with a big catch...a 8kg stingray...happening kan!!...later after the picnic, came home and rest for an hour before me n azan went out again for Jame's Open house at woodlands and followed the house viewing....and by monday morning, I was shag...woke up feeling so tired and till now the tireness doesn't seem to get over...

p/s: Here are also the pic for this hari raya 2005...
http://filscorner.blogs.friendster.com/photos/selamat_hari_raya/

diarrhea...fear factor...7days

2005-10-28T12:05:00.000+08:00

Here I am watching my fav reality tv...Fear Factor...watching them gulping a bowl of tarantula pieces..insect guts..scorpions...hahaha favourite seh(it's always the grl wif the biggest boob getting to the final jus to get the viewer staying tune)..At the same time my tummy is making heluva of rumbling and tumbling for no reason...well maybe there's a reason since hubby n papa also having diarrhea...was is bcoz of the mee siam smlm...??!!hmm mus check wif mum later if she too having it..if mee siam is the coz...oh gosh..I've passed a bowl to my neighbour...oh oh we're in trouble...The pain is unbearable man...kat bawah situ dah melecit...sakit...better not hav any more food..can't bear the pain...
I was so shaky in the training room just now...Cramping my stomach to ease the pain...by 4plus i was weak...trying my best to bertahan awhile longer...Lucky after our site visit to Orchard mrt we were dismissed rite after...
Almost reaching a week of training..i'm having fun..yesterday I get to drive the train althou it was jus a stimulator..but it was gd enuf...its infact much easier den driving a car...I manage to spot the 3 diff type of train by now...and today I learn to extinguish a fire...Isn't dat great...2morrow the serious part of training will start and wednesday will be our first test..we were inform that we need 80% to pass..pressure babe...and we also find out they are circulating our pictures in the intranet informing over 5000 staff that we are the 2nd batch of csl...and bcoz of that we have people walking to us and commenting "so you are the new CLSs..."very intimidating and there were also rumours that having us ard mean "tsunami"(retrenchmt) is heading...wat an impact we hav on them..I hope having us ard doesn't bring bad news to others...hopefully..Abt the team...we are great together...we really can click..and we already make plans to go makan soon after we get our first pay ..muahahahaha.....
Ok need to pay a visit to the jamban again...ohhhhhhhhhh no..

yesterday and today

2005-10-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was the first day at smrt....we were told to meet up at city hall hq...and i met with a few more of the new csl...all together there are 11 of us...(6 malay girls, 3 chineses boy, 1 malay boy and 1 indian)...we bonded well...and i have a new sets of girlfrens....ira,nesa,rozi,linda and fad..the first day when smoothly...everyone had fun...it wasn't that formal..
After lunch, we headed to bishan depot to meet our training manager and that's where we gonna have our 2 1/2 mths training....lookin forward to monday...

After the training ended, I headed to tampines to celebrate my mil birthday with the family...there were so many food...there's pizza,golden pillow,barbeque n fried chicken,kacang pol,rendang,kek....yummy..i ate evry single of them..by the last piece of chicken my tummy was bloated..hahaha...there goes my diet...i wonder how much i weigh now...better i've gained back my weight...too scared to find out...but i'll make sure i'll lose all of it and more before the nxt chck up...to mak "happy 53th birthday"...

This morning, I'm going to have my x-ray at SATA, civic centre...and later heading to KK coz our little monster aiman is admitted due to high fever and rashes...poor darling, when he sick he is so layu....wonder how is he...will update soon...

iftar..bday..last day

2005-10-21T14:56:00.000+08:00

Last saturday was my last day at mendaki tuition..I'm gonna miss my kids...the P2s...as naughty as they can be...I still adore them very much...kids will be kids..so innocent...they dun hold grudges against you ....even if u kept nagging and shouting at them to "seat down" ..to "keep quiet"...to "behave yourself"...to "check your work"...to "check your work again"...
Since I'll be working shift soon, I won't be able to tutor anymore..been doing so for the past 3 yrs..I'll definitely miss teaching....

the ever mischievious bubbly P2s...

P2-1 (rozanisha, maisarah, amelya, amalina, hazirah, qamarina, idrus, shakir n me)

P2-2 ( haslinda, arissa, sarah, me, amirul n azhar)

On the same day, me n the menjengs n babes had an Iftar cum Birthday celebration at fizah's shop (m's touch, goldenlandmark)...by 6 the tabls n share were arranged neatly in front of the shop by ann, fizah n ahong...while the rest gets the food...I got them the drinks..7 teh tarik and 3 kopi...2 pkts of air khatira n 2 pkts selasih...fizah ordered 2 golden pillows (mutton n chicken) and her fav chicken wings..there were also 2 box of caesar salads..Raihan and Jai sponsored us with murtabak from zam zam...yati brought bubur masjid and kurma...and ros made roti john for us...
the only two missing was tata n nora jam....but tata came by after terawih with her fiancee sha....we also took the chance to discussed abt the coming raya...nora j will be planning this yr..and most probably we'll be taking a mini bus....miss those jalan2 raya with the menjengs..if there's nothing on insya Allah I'll try to make it with azan...
We surprised fizah with a birthday "pie" cake...and we hope she likes the gift...lookin at the pictures,she seems to like it...U all see for yourself...

http://filscorner.blogs.friendster.com/photos/fiz_25th_bday/

It's my first day tomorrow...need to sleep early...wish me luck!!830am at(City Hall)SMRT HQ..

Its finally over..

2005-10-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

Finally, my company has decided to let me go after haunting them for a week...I felt so lost waiting for them to make the ultimate decision and when it was out it didn't leave me satisfied..

In the beginning I was delighted when I realised I was selected to join SMRT...I had made plans...many plans...I had the tot that having employed in a bigger company will gain more benefits and pay..well i was mistaken..but because this is the path that i've chose..and i'll be doing sumthing i enjoy, those 2 factors doesn't seem such a big deal to me...I vow to work harder and to make this as my future career...insya Allah..

Back to reason on why i was not satisfied after the decision was made...they let me go with NO PAY....well i understand that It was my fault for giving them such a short notice...but they gave me excuses such as they can't find a staff in such short notice and there will be no proper hand over...for their info, I've not been assign to anything since last fri...I've finished all my werk...and It'll be a few more weeks before the nxt roll-out...I even chase my boss to assign me to any job to be completed..but none was given...to do a proper handover..it was as simple as ABC...I've put everything down on paper before I've decided to quit..my work has always be organised..

My concerned is the coming festive season...Hari raya is coming..there kuih to be paid..there painting to be done...there clothes to buy...and these were the initial plans I had in mind...and its not for me at all..it was for my family...I tot insya Allah klau ade rezeki lebih niat nak belikan my parents and sis baju raya...and bcoz my mum has always wanted to re-paint the hse..i've decided to do it this yr....kuih raya pun dah order...

But looking at the bright sight...I redha dengan wat ever that's comin..."kita hanya mampu merancang,tuhan yg menentukan segalanya"...
Syukur alhamdulillah to the new found job....this is a new beginning for me...insya Allah I'll take this grant opportunity to be a better muslim...and to succeed in watever undertakings...

Dilemma

2005-10-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

I finally found what i'm looking for (geez sound like part of a song)...yet its not easy to reach it.
My company is not letting me go that soon...The big boss said at least 2 weeks for them to find a replacment and a proper hand over. Which truly understand, but my training starts this fri. When I asked the company that I'm joining soon, whether I can request to start my training later. They straight-forwardly told me "its either you want it or not"..and they can't possibly delay the 3mths training just for my sake...Ya Allah ya tuhan ku...sesunggunya ini lah dugaan ku...
Today, I'm going to the HQ to sign the appointment letter and to have my medical checkup. Hmmm, I really hope either one can be reasonable enough to compromise. If not this will turn ugly man....
Will update soon, once I manage to settle it with my new company...Really hoping they can help me....

"D" day.

2005-10-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day I'm gonna face my greatest fear. Fear of making the most important people in my financial life. The people that provided me my rice bowl. I wonder how they will react. I wonder what will hit me comes tomorrow. It should have been today, but they were not around..mcm tau gitu eh. To request for an early leave is so paiseh...but I can't help it...my future is waiting for me nxt week.I need to move on...I need a change...
Looking at it, I never thought sumthing can change in a blink of an eye. I got the offer last week...when for the 1st on fri..and the second on monday...and got the reply of confirmation yesterday and I'm tenmdering tomorrow....and nxt fri a new beginning will be set....Cepat kan...
From wat I can see, nxt yr will be my year,I'll accomplish part of my plans that I've been hanging on to...This is it..This is the moment....mungkin jugak rezeki ramadan tahun nie..alhamdulillah...

I've been tagged part 2

2005-10-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

I finally find myself sum time to fulfil one my blogger buddy tagged...

7 things that scares me:
(1) Si Lipas esp the ones with wings.
(2) losing my hp
(3) height - since the day i had 8 screws screwed to my fabular bone for 2 yrs.
(4) kene tinggal dlm bas/lift. my poly buddies love to do that to me..saboh!!
(5) when hubby menyelet in btw trucks when i'm on the bike.
(6) taugeh. I always believe klau taugeh tak buang bontot,it won't be processed in ur
systm and come out jus the way it is...yucks!!
(7) losing my love ones

Things i like most:
(1) having a warm shower after a tiring day
(2) wearing thick mascara
(3) being a party planner
(4) cooking
(5) perfumes
(6) surfing the net
(7) animals

7 important things in my room
(1) air-con
(2) kipas
(3) my wonderful comfy bed
(4) sapu tangan dap with lots and lots of minyak kapak
(5) tv
(6) our potrait
(7) my hubby to snuggle with

7 random facts about ME
1) I love people..I'm a people-person.
2) I'm straight forward and sincere..I dun have secrets and trust anyone easily.
3) I'm trying to lose weight.
4) I love the colour brown.
5) I'm very forgetful.
6) I've made a pledge to donate my kidney the day i die.
7) I'm a teary person to my hubby and mum.

7 things i plan to do before i die
1) to perform haj with my hubby and children.
2) to berkorban ape saje for my parents till the day I die.
3) to get my own home.
4) to have my dream kitchen for me to cook my homemade recipes day and night.
5) to give birth to my husband's children.
6) to have my own kedai makan.
7) meningkatkan ibadah.

7 things i can do
1) i can do henna art.
2) i can make my hubby melts..hahahaha.
3) i can cut people's hair...adeq slalu jadi mangsa.
4) i can walk for hours.
5) i can nganyam ketupat.
6) i can talk to anyone easily.
7) i can ...??

7 things i cant
1) sing.
2) stop myself from crying once hubby lift up his voice.
3) mandi air sejuk early in the morning.
4) stay afloat in the sea for long.
5) see babies crying, I'll join them.
6) stop myself from growing old.
7) eat a whole chicken. (kesian!!)

7 things i say most
1) "kencing tiup" - bila melatah
2) "dear" - call hubby for nothing
3) "benci ah"
4) "sembarang" - once cannot decide
5) "insya Allah"
6) "kerane" or "becoz"
7) "ape saje"

7 celebrity crushes
1) Valentino Rossi - the cuteness.
2) Ilhan Mansiz - the hair.
3) richard gere - can't resist the sepetness.
4) nicholas cage - the voice.
5) m nasir - abang2.
6) jins samsuddin - he got charisma.
7) mat mat depan block (thou he is not a celebrity)- slalu nampak dia tgh solat
bila masuk waktu....dats the closest I've seen him.

7 pple doing this
siape2 yg mengenali ku...hahaha..

the week End..

2005-10-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

It sunday morning already...cepatnyeerr... :(
My weekend started as early as fri nite...witha bowlin session with hubby and the gang at OCC..
It was hilarious...everyone had fun including the ones that did not play...it gets better having the last four paying up for everybody else hahaha...dat included me paying :(...oh well
Rite after the bowlin session we headed to rubinah for our late supper...by then we reached home by 2-3am...Should do another one soon...thumbs up for myself for planning it well(angkat bakul sendri nampak)...
Saturday morning,as early as 7 plus, we were both up...and had to go marketing as hubby need to get his sotong bait from the market...bought other stuff to cook coz i was planning to cook Spaghetti Marinara today( tgk menjadi ker tidak nanti)....
The nite was planned in advance to meet the cousins for a ladies nite out...we went to hav our dinner and then window shopping at raffles city....and then a drink at starbuck...been awhile since we walk around in town..(kaki mcm nak putus)...

heading to komalas...

leipakz at StarBucks....

while we were havin our ladies nite out...hubby was out havin a boat-fishing rendezvous with his gang...(nasib bawak balik ikan...klau tidak "no more fishing" for u darling, period !!)

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last sunday me and hubby celebrated our 1st Anniversary at the zoo...we had a fun time visiting the animals...we jus love animals and decided to have a simple celebration there...there's the polar bears to say hi too..the penguins to chat with...the elephants to stomp with...the rabbits to cuddles and the horses to pat...and the pigs to oink with....hahahaha...

the surprise i got for a hubby.....

Semoga mahligai dibina berkekalan hingga ke Syurga...

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I hav another day till the wkend is officially over...guess hubby will be snoring the whole day...I'll just stay home and do some housekeeping here and there or jus might just surf the net all the way...hahahaha

Ramadan sudah tiba..

2005-10-01T04:45:00.000+08:00

Insya Allah sekiranya di panjang kan umur, berpuasa lah kita minggu depan...tahun nie, I wanna make satu perubahan...
Insya Allah akan aku tambah kan amal ibadah aku yg selama ini sering ditinggal-tinggal kan...
bab raya nie i dun tink there's much to talk abt...baju raya pun i dun intend to buat or beli...tahun nie biar lah ala kadar saje...yg penting pd aku tahun ini adalah bulan ramadan itself...nak rajin sikit masakkan lebih utk jiran tetangga...berjimat lebih utk keluarga...sekiranya selama ini aku slalu penting kan diri sendri, tahun ini aku harus lebih prihatin pd org2 sekeliling ku...
tahun2 yg lepas...adik, mama n papa..tak buat pun baju raya...tak merungut pun dia org...klau mereka bole takkan aku yg lebih bruntung ini nak merugut...insya Allah tahun nie..berbaju baru lah mereka...akan aku berjimat lebih utk keperluan mereka pula...
wat i'm lookin forward to this year is, bangun sahur siapkan makanan utk the whole famili....den i tink kita berbuka dengan yg ringan2 saje..yg penting tahun nie mesti hidang kan makanan yg lebih sihat...insya Allah..den lebih kan berterawih maybe venture different2 masjid ker..dan berjemaah dgn suami..
pada semua yg membaca, i ingin ucapkan selamat berpuasa...

to the children..Happy Children Day!!

2005-09-28T07:35:00.000+08:00

20 people you can think of right off yourhead (name not in order)
1. noor azan
2. melfina
3. zainah
4. salihah
5. ann
6. fizah
7. nora
8. sab
9. haze
10. yati
11. raihan
12. nora j
13. fasihah
14. nadiah
15. nol
16. hassan
17. radiyah
18. effendy
19. MIL
20. aiman

-How did you meet 13?
:since she was born maybe in the hospital or maybe rumah cik pah...

-What would you do if you never met 5?
:i wouldn't get to know the rest of the menjengs...and we would have 1 member short from the babes..and there wouldn't be the sweet pinky lady around to crack jokes

-What do you honestly think of 10?
:almost towards wanita melayu terakhir..

-Have you ever liked no.3?
:like?!! no way...love her much much

-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
:how i wish god would take my life away the day before tomorrow...

-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
:helo...lesbian kah...

-Do you think 12 is hot?
dah memang kita panggil dia Nora Jam(bu)...

Next-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
nak kene pelangkung dgn i...and nanti 17's hubby pelangkung 1..padan muka!!

-Tell me something about 11
:she's fickle...hehehehe si budak kecik tu...

-Do you know any of 3's family members?
:all of them

-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
:irritatingly cute..i'll give her an "8"

-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you
:i've always wanted her to say it to me openly...

-What language 19 speaks?
melayu lah..

-Who is 8 going out with?
:her future hubby..rizal

-Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
:nolah...probably 18 wif 10...hehehe

-When was the last time you talked to 6?
:jus now,2 hours ago..bsk nak plan mkn tulang..

-What is 18's favorite band?
:Suede

-Does 4 have any siblings?
:yah...me!!

-Would you ever date 1?
:dating sentiasa...

-Would you ever date 7?
:its been awhile since i've dated her...

-Is 15 single?
:Erm have to ask her....

-what is 19s last name?
:memalukan..i dun even noe my mother-in-law's last name...

-What is 3's middle name?
:princess zye

l-What is 10's fantasy?
:hmm...ape agaknye??!!

-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
:hehehehe...my cousin nadiah with my mIL,rahmah...pls lah

-What school does 16 go to?
:school of trumpet agaknye (but i tink its informatics)

-What school does 1 go to?
:Singapore poly

-Where does 9 live?
:bishan

-Would you make out with 13?
:ape saje...klau dia tau...mengamuk dia!!

-Are 5 and 6 best friends?
:yeah

-Is 20 older than you?
:hahaha..he's 22 yrs younger than me

-is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
:pls lah..she's my sister ok..she has the sweetest smile ever..

-is 17 your ex?
:merepek!!

- how is 2?
tired...reading script everyday...

* Doa Isteri Solehah *

2005-09-23T08:00:00.000+08:00

*** Doa Isteri Solehah ***
Ya Allah... .
Kau ampunilah dosa ku yang telah ku perbuat,
Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yang tiada terbatas,
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental,
Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan,
Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista,
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu,
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan.

Ya Allah... ...
Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah pilihan Mu di Arash,
Berilah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya,
Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah suami yang akan membimbing tanganku dititianMu,
Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya,
Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah bidadara untuk ku di Jannah Mu,
Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya,
Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah yang terbaik untukku di DuniaMu,
Peliharalah tingkah lakuku serta kata-kataku dari menyakitkan perasaannya,
Sekiranya suami ku ini jodoh yang dirahmati olehMu,
Berilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala kerenah dan ragamnya,
Tetapi... ... ...

Ya Allah...
Sekiranya suami ku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang,
Kau tunjukkanlan aku jalan yang terbaik untuk aku harugi segala dugaanMu,
Sekiranya suami ku tergoda dengan keindahan dunia Mu,
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus membimbingnya,
Sekiranya suami ku tunduk terhadap nafsu yang melalaikan,
Kurniakanlah aku kekuatanMu untuk aku memperbetulkan keadaannya,
Sekiranya suami ku menyintai kesesatan,
Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena.

Ya Allah... .
Kau yang Maha Megetahui apa yang terbaik untukku,
Kau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan ketelanjuranku,
Sekiranya aku tersilap berbuat keputusan,
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yang Engkau redhai,
Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri,
Kau hukumlah aku di dunia tetapi bukan di akhiratMu,
Sekiranya aku ingkar dan derhaka,
Berilah aku petunjukkan ke arah rahmatMu.

Ya Allah sesungguhnya... ..
Aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu,
Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMu,
Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu,
Aku hina tanpa RahmatMu.

Ya Allah... ... .
Kuatkan hati dan semangatku,
Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu,
Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi suami,
Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMu,
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri Solehah.
Hanya padaMu Ya Allah ku pohon segala harapan,
Kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaanMu,
Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku,
Kerana aku insan lemah yang kerap keliru,
Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniaMu,
Kerana kurang kesabaran ku menghadapi cabaranMu,
Kerana pendek akal ku mengharungi ujianMu.

Ya Allah Tuhanku...
Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati,
Isteri yang dikasihi,
Isteri yang solehah,
Isteri yang sentiasa dihati suamiku.

Amin Ya Rabbi Allamin..
Wallahu A'lam...

I've been tagged

2005-09-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

3 RANDOM FACTS ........of myself

1)Pple started callin me FiL since i worked at Haagen daz rite after my o'level..but to my relatives members I address my self as Ijah..but my family call me kakak...we cousins call each other dia/org...my in-laws call me izah...hubby call me dear..

2)I'm easy-going...i shall say i'm very kepo (actually very concern tau)...I'll try to help as much as possible...and be positive most of the time....I like makin frens ...lots n lots of them...n my fav past time is organising events...so if u need any help..don't be shy to ask from me ...insya Allah i bantu..

3)the thing most ppl dun know except maybe mum n hubby...i'm a teary person...once tertinggi suara jer,i'll break into tears...FiL nie actually gembeng rabakz...but like i said not many noe this part of me..

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Last sat nite, i had a wonderful time with the cousins....it was movie nite and we were invited to our elder cousin's house at pasir ris to treat us with home-made pizza..mushroom soup...and garlic bread..yummy..
we hav all not watched The Maid (i noe i noe dah basi..)so brought the courage to get the vcd(thanxs to mel n hassan) and watched it together...pillows were gathered ard each other...pizza is bakin in the oven..aroma lingerin rite at the nose tip... pizza was to be done ourselves...which was rather cool...and because of that it turn out squarish rather than the normal pizza that u see everyday....
the movie wasn't scary or suspence when there're kids running here n there...thnx to nadir and zafir...hahahaha!!
but overall it was a change to our normal cousin gatherin,thnx to kak noi and abg ahmad... for being a good host..:>:> first time seh dpt jemputan mkn pizza kat umah from our other cousins....

sampai jer terus head
for the kitchen...

me and my noti nephew... ahmad nadir...

DIY PizzA wif cuz...

hmmm...aroma dia aduh mengeliurkan!!

inilah hasilnya....pizza empat-segi..amacam..nak??!!

headin home in bus 39..all the way from pasir ris to yishun...wat a ride seh!!

What's for dinner?

2005-09-14T04:26:00.000+08:00

I just had lunch and look at me I'm tinking about what to eat for dinner..But no worries I'm still sticking to my healthy regime...tonite I'll shall have..lettuce,cheese,zuccini,tomatoes,a tiny drop of cili sauce and maybe shredded fish/chicken meat stuffed in a taosted whole meal pita...yum yum...and I'll have my milk and maybe I'll go for some starfruit for a change...hmm i jus remembered I've bought corn..so i'll hav that instead of the starfruit...yum yum..but one thing dats slowing the diet is my exercise...no fren to company me man....hubby n sis bz wif exam...the last time i did exercise was a 3 hr badminton session wif my kecoh-rable cousins...whole body is still aching from it...ouch!!
this comin wk most probably we'll hav netball or soccer..hmm dat'll be fun!!
My anniversary is coming nxt sun 25th sept...tot of treating hubby to Sakura International Buffet restaurant at downtown east and head for fishing at pasir ris pond...got a surprise for him :> !!
Tune in to find out more on the surprise...hehehehe

Exam fever!!

2005-09-10T02:41:00.000+08:00

Not me..but my sis and azan...They're gonna be bz these coming weeks...My sis first paper is today...azan start in 2 wks time...They won't be ard to entertain me..so I'm set with my own programmes..but dun tink I'm up for anything yet.. i rather stay at home and since I'm back to my old addiction...building hse and throwin parties and havin vacations...(u ppl know wat I'm talkin abt rite)...
I really dun mind staying at home..that day i ponteng keje jus to play the game from 930am-6pm...wow mcm office hour lak...hahaha...rite now i jus can't wait to go home...and start building another house...yeah...but the sad thing its on 1140am...i stil hav half a day to go...bummer..!!

Selamat Pengantin Baru Cik Su & Uncle Omar

2005-09-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

My wkend started on fri with Cik Su & Uncle Omar's nikah solemnization...It was done after mahgrib..the groom came abt 8pm...and everybody was fanning themselves while waiting for the tok kadi(haji maarof)..as i knew both side of the couple(omar is hubby's bewst buddy while cik su is my auntie)I was going ard introducing hubby to my nyai..n waks...
the ijab and kabul was done in satu lafas...and everybody was relief with syukur...my hubby was appointed as the videoman for the groom...he was perspiring all the way..and all his effort had gone almost down the drain as the pictures captured were all shaky and the sound was not clear and terlari-lari..ape punya videoman dah!!....
The nxt day the majlis bersanding was held from 1pm-9pm...we came there by 4pm...the funny thing was that the car we rented is for the couple but as Jame(azan's other best buddy) needed it to send his family to ang mo kio(i tink!) because of a kematian...everybody was kalang kabut to send the groom to the bride's place..kecoh...sampai jer tempat pengantin lelaki terus kluar and pengantin lelaki lak ganti masuk dlm kereta...still remembered those look the threw at us..entah bingit or happy pun i tak tau...
den 15mins later we reached the bride side...mkn2..take more pictures...den go back umah omar..den leipak till 8pm..and went home...hubby was definitely tired..maklumlah jadi videoman for the day..
tonite he's trying to save as much shot as possible at his frens house...gd luck dear..
And di sini FiL ingin mengambil kesempatan mengucapkan slamat penganti baru to the newly weds..CIK SU & UNCLE OMAR....

here's a few pic ..the whole album will be updated soon...coz it jus crash on me while loadin tadi..bingit!!

the a simple hantaran done by me for omar to su...

couple of the year

the group photo of all of the best buddies...Project
Liquid Famliy

P/S : ok the pic is here!! enjoy..
http://filscorner.blogs.friendster.com/photos/omar_suminahs_wedding/

Half day leave today..Yahoo!!

2005-09-03T02:26:00.000+08:00

My weekend mood is here...I'm taking half day..got a nikah ceremony to attend after mahgrib...I jus luv goin to weddings and anticipate the glitz and glamour of todays wedding...I'll update on this when the wedding ends tomorrow...I'm gonna be the assistant aka penyebok to the videoman(hubby)...hehehe betul tak sabar nie tgk org kawin2...
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Taking the train on my way to work,I tink MRT has found to make their commuters move to the middle of the carriage...by spilling a bottle of water onto a middle seat...hehehe..so anyone eager to take up the empty seat will eventually have to stand in the middle of the carriage..hahaha...takde common sense ker org2 nie..dlm byk2 kerusi...yg itu saje takde org duduk,nampak sgt sumthing is wrong..duh!!!...pun masih nak berebut duduk...thanks for the the 20mins entertainmt so early in the morning...
Taking the train has always been an interesting sight to look forward to when u have nothing else to do but look ard u and explore...ppl leaning on to other ppl while they sleep..ppl sleeping looking up and with mouth open wide and sumtime with saliva drooling...ppl digging their taik "emas" while covering with a newspaper(mcm org lain tak nampak)...ppl at city hall coming into the trains and frantically lookin for seat...they are so like hooligan...such an ugly sight...ppl got drunk and banging onto the train door while it is moving...don't u agree how interesting mrt rides can be..it sure makes the train rides faster...hahaha....

Hunger Pangs

2005-09-02T04:11:00.000+08:00

My hunger pangs is killing me...My mind can't stop tinking abt food...food everywhere...I tink this is it...this is the time when its really pushin me to my limits..I sms hubby every minute I'm tinking abt food...so glad i manage to bertahan till lunch...bought extra fruits jus in case i get hungry after 2..
In my entire life I've never felt as stressful as this...it sounds so ridiculous to be stress abt food..Maybe its because i love food..and enjoy cookin so much...cookin has always been my hobby... but now I'm so scared of goin to the market and get crazy buying the wrong food...Evrytime my sis points out sumthing nice..i need to take some time to consider whether i shld get it or not..Oh well never mind, I'll take this as a challenge to find better ways to cook my food healthily...
No matter wat insya Allah I'll go thru this and succeed...I have everybody ard me supporting me..and by the way I've lost 4kg in 1 wk after i started this NEW BEGINING...that's definitely sumthing to be happy abt..

So sweet of you..

2005-08-31T00:58:00.000+08:00

Its been a week plus since I've started my new lifestyle...Hubby has been so supportive and encouraging all the time...I need to lose a lot of weight and having him around mades it easier...I've to change my diet and I was surprise that he followed along...For someone that doesn't eat fruits except on Chinese New Year where we see oranges everywhere...he joined me and have his fruits for his 3 meals everyday...he takes more vegetables and drinks milk morng and nite...dats a big change to see in him...and yesterday we had fun brisk walkin together..thank you so much...after a week I feel good..and I wanna push further..Insya Allah after Raya I'll see the fruit of my labour...The other thing that kept me goin is for "my-future-baby"...I'm doin all this to have one...in fact me and azan are taking all the chances to make it happen...and we're loving each other more by doin so...

Rezeki itu datang nya daripd DIA...sekiranye rezeki bukan milik kita..namun me n azan akan menerimanye..sesungguhnye ini lah dia takdir kita..insya Allah..

I picked Orange..

2005-08-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these:
1. Orange
2. Apple
3. Banana
4. Coconut
5. Pineapple
6. Papaya
7. Mango
8. Cherry
9. Grapes
10.Peach
11.Custard Apple
12.Pear

What is your pick??? ?Pick one ... then scroll down for interesting answer!

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ORANGE- If orange is your favorite fruit (actually i love all kind of food but at the moment craving for oranges), it speaks of a person who has enduring patience and willpower(still learning to become one but I'm almost there). You like to do things slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely undaunted by hard work.(dun tink so!!) You tend to be shy, but are reliable and trustworthy friend.(I'm not SHY!!but i am reliable and trustworthy..my frens look for me when ever they need someone to talk to)You have an aesthetic bent of mind. You select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, and not in for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs.(yeah!!)

APPLE - If apple is your favorite fruit, you are extravagant,outspoken, and sometimes impulsive. While you may not be the best organizer yourself, you make a good team l! eader and are good at taking things forward. You can take quick action in most situations. You enjoy travel immensely. You ooze with charm when you are with your partner. You have an enthusiasm for life,unmatched by most.

BANANA - You are a softie! Loving, gentle, warm and sympathetic by nature is the banana lover. You often lack in self-confidence and are quite timid by nature. People often take advantage of your sweet temperedness, and sheer vulnerability to a situation. You adore your partner in every which way, both for their mental and physical beauty! Because of the way you are, our relationship is always very much in harmony!

COCONUT - The coconut lover is a serious, very thoughtful and contemplative person. Though you enjoy socializing, you are particular about the company you keep. You tend to be stubborn but not necessarily foolhardy. Shrewd, quick-witted and alert, you ensure that you are right on top of any given scenario,especially at work. You need a p! artner with brains, and while passion is important it certainly isn't everything for you.

PINEAPPLE - You are quick to decide and even quicker to act.You are brave in asking career changes, if that is what is to your advantage. You have exceptional organizing abilities and are undaunted by the size of the task at hand. You tend to be self reliant, sincere and honest in your dealings with others. Though you are not given to making friends very quickly, but once you do, it is for life. You rarely, if ever, make romantic overtures.Your partner is often impressed with your sterling qualities but disappointed in your ability to show affection.

PAPAYA - You are truly fearless and take much that happens in life, in your stride. You give considerable thought to things you do. You have a sense of humor that along with your generous nature keeps you in most people's good books. You are a go-getter in your professional life, and have a knack for being in the right place! at the right time. You enjoy meeting new people and seeing new sights whenever you can. Your sense of humor is what attracts members of the opposite sex to you more than anything else. It is simply charming!

MANGO - A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with, quite often you are a person who has quite fixed ideas, and influencing you is not an easy task. You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes, and times even like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in something that presents mental challenge. Strong as you may be, you are like a Kitten when you are with your partner. You accommodate the love of your life, and make up for all the strong will elsewhere!

CHERRY - If cherry is your favorite fruit, life isn't always as sweet for you. You often face ups and downs, particularly professionally, and find that you make small sums of $$$, instead of a lump sum. You have a fertile imagination and are often involved in creative pursui! ts. You are a very sincere and loyal partner, but find that expressing your feelings is not very easy. Your home is your haven, and you love nothing more than being surrounded by close family and your beloved partner.

GRAPES - You are a polite person in general, but do have quick flare-ups of temper that cool down just as quickly. You enjoy beauty in all forms, including beautiful people. You are very popular because of your warm, gregarious nature. You have a zest for life; you enjoy everything you do, right from the way you dress, to your style and your day-to-day life. Your partner must share your zeal and zing for life to enjoy all you have to offer!

PEACH - Like a peach, you enjoy the juice of life in all its lush ripeness! You are the friendly sort, and are quite frank and outspoken, which adds to your charm. You are quick to forgive and forget; and value your friendships highly. You have an independent and ambitious streak in you that makes you a real go-! getter. You are the ideal lover, fiery and passionate but sincere and faithful in love. You don't however like to display all that passion in public.

CUSTARD APPLE - You are a modest and conservative person who can be quite sensitive at times. You tend to be thoughtful and contemplative, and therefore are rarely rash in doing things. You are quite ambitious and are good at anything that requires much detailing or working with numbers. You are quick at finding fault with others. While looking for a partner, you value a person's intellect far above their looks or good old passion. You are quite shy and not very comfortable ?demonstrating affection.

PEAR - If you put your mind to something you can do it successfully, but by and large you tend to be fickle and have trouble completing a task with the enthusiasm you started it with. You need to know the results of your efforts almost immediately. You enjoy mental stimulation and love to get into a good discussion! You tend to be a restless and high-strung person, and are easily excitable.

We are going..

2005-08-23T03:15:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a year..and finally he has decided to go..We're taking half day...I don't know wat I'm feeling rite now..Not sure I wanna go or not...It was not like this before,I'm always the one hoping and pestering him to bring me there...and now when its happening..I'm neither excited nor anxious...Maybe bcoz of the misunderstanding we had a few days back...oh well
Wish me luck!!

The celebrations continued...

2005-08-21T09:40:00.000+08:00

Ok been bz uploading so many many pic....This week had been a happening one..last night we went to celebrate of darling Nuraiin's(known as Ann) 20++ th birthday at Beach rd (ape lagi makan tulang ah!!)..It was the first time we planned her surprised bithday celebration...Fizah and I was utterly stress on how to make it happened...she been surpreised too often..was afraid she immune to it ..hahahha...
But credits shld go to fizah for her effort in gettin

the gifts..

the cake(luv the unique cake made of mango and strawberry swissroll with cempedak and durian puff)...

the card...

the balloons (fizah blew all of it by herself!!)...

*Applause* to fiz...

And the celebration was complete with the people being there to celebrate ann's special day...

There was Raihan,yati,nora k,fizah,nora j,ros and hubby,doreen and ahong....

Hope u had fun ann...thnx for the treat!!

the rest of the pic..

http://filscorner.blogs.friendster.com/photos/anns_birthday_20050819/index.html

The celebrations..

2005-08-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

Will update wif picz soon on my one week birthday celebration...7 hari 7 mlm babes...hahaha..

the uploaded pic with cousins at Satay Club
http://filscorner.blogs.friendster.com/photos/the_celebration_05/

this one is the lunch date i had with haze and my "mysterious" guest..mr tan tiong chuan - our ex-attachee all the way from NTU...

the gift from my hubby..a TiTus-as in "everlasting love"..

and thanx to adeq for the bag..the "hubble-bubble" from the menjengs and babes..the jade bracelet and glass carving from the cousins...the gifts from ros...

I had a wonderful time..thnx to everyone..luv u ppl..

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My pc was not infected by Virus...i repeat it was not a virus...and to the administrator..It has nothing to do with the site that i visit everyday...so don't keep emphasing on that LIE...FOOL!!....He didn't even bother to rectify it..IDIOT...Nasib ade boss to the rescue (berguna jugak boss2 nie eh)...!!
Me gonna finish up my Rastar Map project soon..so Proud of my werk!!well done FiL....

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Joke of the Week

On an Electrician's truck:
"Let us remove your shorts."

On a Maternity Room door:
"Push. Push. Push."

In the front yard of a Funeral Home:
"Drive carefully. We'll wait."

On a Plumber's truck:
"We repair what your husband fixed."

My Birthday Eve..and found my present!!

2005-08-14T10:46:00.000+08:00

Found this hidden inside a bag under the dressing table...wat else but my present..hahaha...better not tell hubby wat I already know..

Can't wait for tonite..Dunno if there's a special celebration coming from hubby..as its my first year celebrating my birthday as a wife...but no doubt we're gonna hav a special nite.(mentelnye aku!!)...

The dinner at Pizza Hut wif cuz is cancelled as Zai and sisters are dead tired from the funeral of Nol's mak angkat...Arwah Nenek's neighbour from Clementi9i tink!!)...quite close to the Yusoff's clan...

Got Nadia's gift set...jus waiting for another re-arranged dinner from Zai to pass the gift to our Nadia...

As for now...waiting for hubby coming back from his soccer practise...and trying not to feel guilty lookin for the prezzy....anyway it suppose to be mine in the first place...muahahahahhahaha(evil laugh!!)

GomBeL left Us on 20050811,2030hr

2005-08-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

Received a msg from AzLan informing us that Gombel aka FishFish,the family cat,died just now at 830pm...Diagnosed with kidney failure..been pissing with blood for months..and lately mum-in-law said she's not been eating...she's been in the family for 15 years..grown very close with azan...slalu nak mengepit jer..manja nah..Love u all Bell..
My PC at work has not been working for almost a week...Its very sick..kena Virus..sian ah tak bole surf net..ohh dat reminds me..tomorrow gonna be a busy day...the Cadcorp people and our staff from KL are coming...ahh spoilling my wkend mood jer..
Thanks to the National day holiday..the wkdays seem to pass faster...this saturday gonna meet up with my cousins for a birthday dinner..and sunday is a special day for me...present..present..where are my presents??!!

40th Anniversary!!

2005-08-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

I got to watch my much awaited fireworks at Yishun...one of the Heartland that the nation was havin...Thou I was hoping to catch the one at Marina and Padang itself..hubby was too sick to bring me there..I was satisfied enuff having to see it at Yishun..
The place was flooded with people in red and white..kids and grandparents and mummies and daddies... berlambak rakyat..there were people on the streets....on every floor of every flats facing the big field...happening....went ard the Carnival going booth to booth and then decided to hang ard near the reservoir...So sweet of hubby to bertahan dat long knowing that he was still feeling drowsy after taking his medicine before we left...

By 8 I kept askin hubby bila nak start..bila nak start..and boom the fireworks went off...Anjat grl2..

Right after the fireworks display..we headed for Rubinah Coffeeshop near our house...I was famished...Haven't had dinner and I it was 9 plus...Needed to feel up my tank...and decided on our all time favourite..Roti Prata..I had 1 roti prata banana and 1 plain one..Hubby had his beefsteak and 1 plain prata..and our teh tarik..ohh kenyang babe alhamdulillah...
Dah kenyang balik..mandi n bobok...

Sparklin brite..

2005-08-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

The bike sparkles after a 2hour of thorough wash from hubby..It's not been washed or even wiped for the past 3 yrs..and look at it now...so clean and white...ready for the National Day..lookin very patriotic with it red and white paint...
Before we got married..I was not allowed to ride on it at all...His mum tak kasi..and I tink it was a good decision not to do so...So straight after the wedding nite..dgn sah nye allowed to ride 0n it..Thou its jus a simple bike...but it means alot for the both of us...telah byk berbakti to hubby esp...And at the moment its the only harta my hubby owns(dats wat he said)...

Its Eve of National Day...and everybody's dragging to work...the previous nite was rather warm..I was pratically perspiring in my sleep..and on the way to werk even after the short heavy rain..probablyu bcoz it has turn from warm to a vry humid morning...Anyway I hope the day will end soon before the holiday mood settle in...Hubby is definitely enjoying his pre-holiday celebration in bed rite now..

Menjengz back from Sentosa

2005-08-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

Came back from Sentosa 2 hours back...The whole body is aching from what I don't know..We reached Sentosa by 2 plus(the day before we decided to meet up at 12pm) ..I was late for 2 hours..opps sori gals...
Once we reached Tanjong Beach...got nora j's ground sheet rolled out...food set(there were honey barbeque chicken,mee siam goreng,sausage rolls,nasi goreng,fruit salad and konyaku jelly)..and wat else but makan...then we all became "snake"...esp raihan...played Scribble(an imitation to Scrabble)..but the game seems to be more challenging than the original one....
while they were playing I started my henna design on raihan's hand..guess wat..i forgot the damn scissors..how do i cut the tip of the cone!!..and so I was left with a single half-used cone on 1 hand and 2 feet(ann and nora j's)...thnx for being my guinea pigs grls...
We manage to watch the sunset..it was beautiful...and set home by 7 plus..
The grls( ann,raihan and nora j) stayed with me while i wait for azan to fetch me...Thnx grls for companying me...so sweet of you...

1 message received

2005-08-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

FiL sms aZan :"D tears wil alwys b there wif the mention of babies..Whether or not I'm d one lettin it go..D tears wil alwys fall wif d promises to know more of wats wrong wif me..wif u...wif us..Tuhan saje yg tau rintihan seorang yg teringin sgt menjadi ibu...There I've said it so dear..My deepest tots lettin go.."
aZan reply FiL :"I faham,me pun sama.We werk it out k, i promise.. Be patient sayang eh luv u!"
FiL reply aZan :"luv u 2"....
Yet d tears kept struggling to roll..i am out of control...

Ya Allah Ya tuhan ku..jika ini dugaan ku ...berikan la aku ketabahan dan kesabaran..sesungguhnya hidup di dunia ini hanya sementara bukan milik-ku utk menolak takdir....

06th August 2005

2005-08-07T09:35:00.000+08:00

Todays Menu :
Chelok kacang Panjang
Ikan Kerisi masak Sambal
Paru Goreng

Can't wait for tomorrow..going to Sentosa with the menjengs for a picnic...
My checklist :
mee siam goreng
paper plates ..fork and spoon
mat
henna stuff (be drawin for the grls)
Meeting the grls at 12pm at harbour front mrt station...and headin sentosa straight away..yahoo!!
As for today, be hanging around at home doing basically nothing but surfing the net..watchin lots of crap on tv..(mediacorp shld bucker-up,the shows they are showing are all repeats..so pathethic)..thou i'm lookin forward to watch "the story of us"..starring one of my favourite actress Michelle Pieffer..and Bruce Willis...hubby won't be ard as he's out fishing with the gang...Sis and her frens are also out watching a Rock Concert at Fort Canning...
Not feeling well these few days...especially right now..feeling very quesy and coughing at the same time..
To those taking leave or having any intention of skipping work or school on Monday..have a wonderful long wkend...!!

Gettin to know myself better !!

2005-08-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself :

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward(more of being very sincere and frank..dats me!!). You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties(yeah...i dun usually believe one a one-side story).

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for :

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner(found it!). Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with(i dun get this??). The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior(he's cool from the exterior..and he's cool from the interior too..which I'm so madly in love wif)..

Your readiness to commit to a relationship :

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship (agree totally).

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively (luved the flirting part..use to do it always time zaman gemilang!!seductively...nope). The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms(ye ker...well maybe dulu la!!). But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (berserah pada jodoh..)

Your views on education :

Education is very important in life (agree). You want to study hard and learn as much as you can(study hard,hmm ok ok la but luv to learn anything except anything to do wif computers).

The right job for you :

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income(dats y I'm still stuck in Agis). Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life (always wanted to teach).

How do you view success :

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous...(ok lah..I jus need to push myself harder)

What are you most afraid of (cockroach..definitely) :

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble( not really..). You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself (I've been doin so!!). Independence is important to you(dis i agree...I decide for myself).

Who is your true self :

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (hehehe...not many knows this side of me..except my family and hubby!!)

Try finding the true you :
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

The reason...

2005-08-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

The reason why I must lose weight:-
1)to gain better chances to conceive..
2)hitting 30 soon...age is catching up...mus stay healthy...
3)exercising is good for the skin
4)look good for myself and of cos for my darling..
5)to stop feeling tired always
6)lately havin difficulty sleeping...could be due to more weight gained....
7)to keep fit and always on the go
8)improve sex life with partner(oops!!)
9)to gain self confidence
10)to fit into clothes that I've always wanted to wear...

and today I've start my keep fit regime with 6 rounds of brisk walkin at the court in front of my house with sis..and 100 sit up...my legs are killing me...I'll start slow...tomorrow if i dun hav plans,be goin again and intend to add 2 more rounds to my brisk walkin routine....I must push myself..if i can do it 10 years ago..i can stil do it now....!!

Where are my Dreams..??

2005-08-01T03:15:00.000+08:00

"When you stop dreaming, It's time to die.."

Where have all my dreams gone to??What happened to it??These couple of days made me realised I've stop dreaming....It started when hubby was mentioning about getting a house...It used to be my dream..and then our dream...but now I don't even want to talk about it till it's time to settle with the paperworks...Maybe because I don't even know when this "getting a house"ever gonna happen knowing hubby has he's own way of handling things very very slowly...
I used to want alot of things...and whenever I voice it to hubby..he'll first say ok....but then either he'll concede to it at his own time which is normally takes a long long time or totally forgets about it...Maybe because of this I've become nonchalent with this "gasak lah engkaus" attitude...
The same goes with me wanting to find out the reasons I'm not conceiving still...Thou I know its beyond my will to make it happen unless I'm blessed with it yet....But kita kan mampu berusaha...even this has to be put aside...it makes me feel like I'm the only one paranoid about it while his taking it cooly...So for this case,like any other case,I'm leaving it to fate and wait till the time he thinks its time to find out what's wrong...
Mungkin semua ini adalah untuk menduga kesabaranku....I don't even dare to dream anymore..I can't afford it..What I have come to believe is,dreaming only makes it hurts...I've stop sharing my dreams too..is there a need to share when you are not taken serious for...oh wat the heck...I need to see the bright side of it too...In spite of all these, I'm still happy and contented with what I have..as long as I don't have expectation and dreams and hopes....

MC today!!

2005-07-30T04:00:00.000+08:00

Woke up with a throbbing headache n decided to stay home...after havin a nap the head still hurts and settled to see the doctor and get and MC....
And now I'm stuck at home feelin too jaded to do anything but dun really feel like wasting my time sleeping...The whole body feeling fatigue and restless....so heaty inside....
aduh..nak buat ape nie....!!!

Ladies nite Part 2

2005-07-29T04:12:00.000+08:00

Last nite ended at 1230am wif the babes...we had a simple trip to johore...we met up at dhoby ghaut and by 7 everybody was there to start the ball rollin..even the short jam that lasted for almost an hour didn't dampen our enthusiam...thou while we were at the malaysia checkpoint and waiting for our passport to be chopped..the immigration personnel decided to take his time in checkin whether we filled up ALL our details and particulars correctly...and the lady behind us got pissed off and thinkin that we were the one causin the delay..she kept peering at us while still in her car and started to "jeling2" kat kiter...aduh punya la peng...we got our windowscreen down and stared at her...dun understand wats the foul attitude for...
But i reminded everyone not to get our mood spoiled for a pathetic lady like her...so we put it aside and start singing in the car while heading for our first pit-stop at komtar..
we companied fizah to collect some wedding stuff for her customers and we straight away head for dinner as I was very hungry for not having my lunch...nak simpan utk dinner katakan...
We went to Singgah Slalu...we had nasi cendawan(for adeq)...yee mee istemewa singgah slalu(mine)..yee mee tomyam(ahong)...nasi goreng thai(ann)...n nasi pattaya(fizah)...we also had side dishes to go along wif our main course...butter squid,fried yew char kwuey,bbq chicken...hahaha we're not done yet..there was dessert too...i had sour plum ice blended..there was also durian ice blended..kiwi fruit cocktail..lychee fruit cocktail..and durian cocktail...and a basket of french fries...ohhh kenyang seh...then we had our she sha..two of it...everybody starts lookin at us when the guys came to set up..."tak padan perempuan2 nie..isap sampai dua..minah dakwa pun ade"..hahaha...we chose grape mix with mint and apple...best..an i've mastered the rite technique to smoke the shesha...dah tak amateur lagi ah...dah terror...
We had fun as usual...we couldn't care less wats going around us...fizah with her F1 drivin skill drove us back home rite at the doorstep...so sweet of her..thnx fizah..
The next shesha session will be on the 13th august with my darling cousins...can't wait for that(as always)!!

Ladies Nite out @ JB

2005-07-28T04:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha rite after work the babes are dashing to JB for a nite rendeavour...its gonna be happening gals...We'll gather at dhoby ghaut and fizah will pick me,ann,ahong n sis...planned to hav our hair cut and a bit of shopping here n there... and dinner of cos ...we gonna treat ourselves to a wonderful sumptuos dinner at maybe Singgah Slalu (to be confirmed)...and of coz our all-time favourite,SheSha...happening!! Can't wait for tonite...

to be continued......

monday blues again!!

2005-07-26T05:08:00.000+08:00

Its our 10mth anniversary and counting down to our 1st year this sept...dunno wat to plan...dun even noe if we hav the budget..but wats important is that we're happy together ..rite dear..
for this couple of weeks he won't be around much..so i'm free as usual..

Heard from my colleague about the Sakura International Buffet at Downtown East..they serve oyster(been wantin to try it since i broke my leg a few years back seh),sushi,claypots..hotplates..n mcm2...i mus go...i'm dating sab n nora for this event..yeah

August comin soon...that means i"m turning 26th...om my god..4 years later i'll strike 30..and look at where i am now...dun tink i've made a different or change except that I'm gaining more spare tyres here n there....(very bad tau fil..go n do sumthing)....

Ngantuk nye....strugglin to open my eyes...feelin very heaty...didn't sleep well last nite..been tossing ard(hahaha reminded me of the Simmons advert,where the husband kept tossing ard till the wife hit his head with a pan)...nasib tak kene mcm tu...kept pulling my blanket up and down..and by 4am,i was wide awake n forcin myself back to sleep..

please let the day end quickly..i shall go home and sleep...wake up at 10 to watch the Incredible tales and American Nxt Models...and Las Vegas...hhahaha...by then Azan be back from his studies...

at the moment its tick-tick-tick....

Sat NiTe..BorinG!!

2005-07-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

todays menu :

kuah chelok nenas
ikan kering goreng sambal
paru goreng cecah sambal kicap
telur asin

dinner is serve.......

had my morning mendaki class as usual...and dats it...hang-out at home...doin nothing but eat n sleep..azan bz with exam preparation..his packed!!...mrng send me to mendaki claz..hang ard at a nearby void-deck todo revision till i finished claz..we had lunch together at AZ coffeeshop...most of the stalls still preparin so nothing much for a choice ..we had roti prata telur and roti john....

den came home..i slept and he continued wif his revision..went for soccer trainning at 5pm...n came for dinner and rush for revision with frens at bedok...

giler kan..if its me,i rather do the revision last minute and spend of thetime blogging..hahahaha

well two more weeks til exam is over...dun tink i'll be makin much plan wif him..but i've made other plans wif my grl frens..ladies nite on wednesday to johore...be cuttin our hair and hav dinner maybe at "singgah slalu" again...

brb...5mins later

went to wash my face,i masked it up with white-egg...suppose to clean-off dry skin...wonder if it really works..and got myself a drink(fruit punch)...

"bring it on" is showin on tv..my sis favourite movie...all about cheer-leadin...very cheery indeed...

Guess gonna spend my whole wkend finishin-up my book ...tom holt-the portable door

22nd July 2005..and end of reservist

2005-07-23T04:57:00.000+08:00

Just had a company lunch at Breeks,ang mo kio...kenyang rabak,perut mcm nak meletup nie...i had "chicken melted patties" and for dessert i ate "brownies with ice cream"..the company has staff lunch once in one/two mths...

Azan has finished reservist yesterday and now back to work.. he'll be stuck doin reservist for the next 9 years..but seeing him in smart uniform complete with boots and everything kinda cute...hehehe

Posted a topic on the different ways people cook their maggie in the pk.com forum....very interesting..will update more on dat later..

to be continued ........

here are some of the ways people in pk.com cook their 2mins maggie...

"rebus air secukup nyer.. masok kan perencah kari. tumbuk 2 - 3 cili padi kasi lumat. bila kuah dah panas, masok kan cili paste tadi. kacau sampai sebati. bila dah mendidih, masok kan mee and telor. kalau nak lagi syiok, jgn pecah kan kuning telor."

"Panaskan air. Masuk perencah. Ramas sikit maggi. Masukkan maggi yng telah diramas. Pecahkan telur. Letak sikit lada putih/hitam. Biarkan kembang sikit. Matikan api. "

"I like mine kembang2 & kering. With sayur, tauge, telur "

Reservist...and another map

2005-07-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hubby doin reservist for the next 4 days...today need to reach jln bahar by 8..and he left home at 750...teruk betul Sarjan Noor Azan nie...stokin takde...sluar sblah pakai getar ....bag mencacah cari....helmet lupa nak angkat,jemur dari smlm....short pendek blum cuci;nak buat utk IPPT...terrible..and i jadi sasaran dia...I also need to siap for werk...baik2 siang jadi lambat...tu lah dah dikejutkan tak nak bangun...n this wife of him had to help him siap...sampai aku tak sempat pakai seluar...dgn tuala2 aku tolong carikan barang2 dia...mlm nie nak siapkan siang2..nanti besok kalang kabut lagi..
Asked him about his IPPT...tak buat babe...dah plan to skip...mcm2 reason dia kasi..."nanti ambik tetap fail jugak,might as well tak payah buat".."nanti gi kelas peluh2"...n paling lepak sekali.."u nak i kene masuk hospital"....hehehe

Kat keje lak dpt assingment baru...editing building names for the new rasta map....Asked the Old Man when is it due...u noe wat he answered..."yesterday!"...i was given the assignmt today..and the due date was Sunday..crap man...so another few days of hectic editting...i tink i'll be able to finish it by tomorrow....

Today nite gonna show "Incredible Tales" n "David Blane"...favourite...n tot of watchin "House of Wax" on Vcd(dah basi seh citer) while waiting for hubby come home from umah Mak...dia gi ambik baju doctor dia..besok kene antar gi Tan Tock Seng...

d class at MayFlower Pri School

2005-07-16T18:05:00.000+08:00

I had an enjoyable day with the class(mendaki tuition)...the theme was "Going Marketing" as we are touching on the topic "Money"...I've assigned them the previous week to make a few cut-outs of the food/things they are selling.There were 4 groups;Fish/Flower and Sweet/Vegetable and Fruit stalls...They had their parents to help them draw and cut out tuna(the biggest fish selling at $10)/selar/ikan bilis(just a piece of it,imagine u gi pasar beli satu ekor ikan bilis,mengamuk apek)/squid/prawn/lobster/sawi/broccoli/carrots/long bean(long strip of papers and coloured green)/potatoes/tomatoes/chilies/strawberries/watermelons/pear and cherries/flower in vase/sweets/fertiliser(so cute..she jus cut a green coloured paper into a rectangle piece and named it fertiliser,ade budak nak beli pulak tu)/kit kat...they are so adorable selling their products...
The important thing is that what I've planned to achieve insya Allah had been installed in them.The main focus is for them to understand how to use money to sell and buy..and also to have a taste of being an entrepeneur and of cos to have a fun-learning envirnment..

have always enjoyed teaching kids..this is my third year teaching the pri 2s...and after going to the "Teaching Methodology Course" i've learn to improve in my teaching method..

fils_corner part 2

2005-07-16T09:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the inconvenience caused..but i tink my blog has been to publiced by myself to the people i 'm tryin to avoid from readin my life story...but if by chance its being read by them secretly...i apologised if the things i say here might unintentionally hurt you.but wat is blogging without lettin urself express your utmost thoughts and feelings..rite!!

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The day before kena trash by the old faggot in my office. A week job was told could be done within 2days and he only came to look for it after I'm almost done and scolding me for takin such a long time doing a chin-chai map...excuse me if the map is done asal bole..it will eventually come back to me for another round of cleanin up..which i dun fancy...so after closin shop around six I met up wif my 2 buddies to cool off...

went bugis and had dinner at the famous halal chicken rice coffeshop behind bugis junction,ordered myself a plate of mee wantan and another extra fried wantans...rite after dinner we were still hunger for chemel-chemelan and decided to de-stressed myself with Swensen's ice-cream (coit tower,sticky chewy choc and cookies summit)..the nite ended by rewarding myself a dorothy perkins pants $39.0o....a top in bugis village at $18.oo (tapi bila dah try kat umah,tak muat babe,bingit!!)..felt better and off to sleep...

today,after finishin the crappy map by 915am, i took an urgent half day leave to meet up with sis and did another round of shopping frenzy at Giordano's Sales..bought 2 tops priced $6 each and pants at $12/$15 each....

And now I'm relaxing at home and enjoying myself with a dose of bloghop...Yeah!!

FiL sms Hubby : Sayang my hubby
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